Author : Whiteangel
Fan fiction : To find Love at Last [part 2]
Created in : 21/07/99
Finished in : 15/10/99
Author's Note :
This is my first fan fiction^^ I was influenced by Talya Firedancer and that sparked off my so called writing career^^ . This was a long story and had took me about three months to finish^^
Back to the cell...
Quatre tossed and turned but just could not get to sleep. He got up and looked towards where Trowa was sleeping. He took a timid step forward, approaching Trowa.
"Trowa?"
The laying figure did not move. Quatre mustered all his courage to walk to Trowa’s side, and kneeled down. Trowa was not asleep yet, he was thinking of Quatre when he heard a rustling noise. He knew it was Quatre who made that noise but he wondered what was Quatre up to. Thus, he kept very still and pretended to be sleeping. Quatre sighed and reached out to touch Trowa’s cheek.
/I love you. Why do you not understand? I love you so much it hurts../ He thought to himself melancholy as he drooped down to kiss him ethereally, on the cheek. So lightly, so tenderly, so delicately that Trowa wondered whether did it happened or not. Quatre then lifted his head to look at Trowa and sighed softly to himself.
"Trowa, do you love me exactly the same way as I love you?" He continued to speak to himself as he gently caressed Trowa's face. He leaned down again to kiss him lightly on the lips. Trowa’s heart was filled with indescribable joy, he all at once understood that he was the one Quatre loved. He lightly kissed Quatre in return. Quatre was stunned and broke off immediately. He looked at Trowa dubiously and saw Trowa’s aqua- green eyes looking back at him. Quatre pointed an accusing finger at Trowa and indignantly cried, "Trowa ! All along you were awake. You..."
Trowa chuckled and responded teasingly, "You woke me up with your kiss."
At that, Quatre blushed furiously. He stammered, "I... I..."
Trowa shushed Quatre by placing his index finger on his lips. He tilted Quatre’s chin up and gazed into those wide, luminous blue eyes. Tenderness began to unfold within him - a sentiment that he thought never to exist until he met this unspoiled, innocent and sweet angel, this angel he now was facing, touching...
"Have you had any idea," he murmured softly, "how enchanting, and exquisite you are?" The words he spoke using the deep, compelling timbre of his voice had Quatre spellbound.
The blond pilot raised his shaking fingers to Trowa’s jaws, touching him exactly the same way and replied, "I think," he whispered brokenly, "you are the most wonderful thing ever happen to me."
"Quatre ---" The softly spoken word contained a poignant gentleness he hadn’t heard in Trowa’s voice before. Trowa’s mouth took Quatre’s fiercely, Quatre was pleasantly surprised. He never thought that Trowa, the cool, meticulous and straight-arrow Trowa could react that way. Trowa pushed him down while he was on top of him, still kissing passionately. Quatre quivered with pleasure and the knowledge that Trowa loved him. Quatre kissed him back with all the pent-up passion and unrestrained ardor he had been holding for these past few months and now it was Trowa’s turn to be surprised.
/Wow,/ he thought, grinning to himself, /he’s bold./
Meanwhile Quatre’s tongue sliding along the crease between Trowa’s lips, urging them to part and then driving inside in a kiss that made Trowa gasped against his mouth. Although Quatre was inexperienced, he compensated with his passion, his love for Trowa and his eagerness to please. Trowa felt heat slowly rising and that it was fast gathering at a certain part of his lower body. Quatre start to pull impatiently at Trowa’s turtleneck, making Trowa laugh. "My, my... How very impatient of you."
Quatre blushed prettily and Trowa gulped . He found that expression very adorable and very .....alluring. Trowa never thought it was possible to feel so much happiness but the bewitching creature beneath him had showed him. Trowa’s turtleneck came off and Quatre gazed at his chest appreciatively . He flipped Trowa and bend down, raining kisses over the rippling muscles of his powerful chest . Trowa groaned deeply. "Quatre....Quatre... you are tormenting me." He cried as he nibbled lightly at Quatre’s nape causing Quatre to shiver with delight . He slowly unbuttoned Quatre’s long sleeve shirt while biting lightly up the nape leading to the ear. He then nibbled lightly at Quatre’s earlobe, causing Quatre to gasp with delight . At that moment , he took off Quatre’s shirt , unveiling Quatre’s smooth , milky- white skin. Trowa rolled over together with Quatre and he was on top again . He stroked Quatre’s pectoral area sensually , brushing accidentally against the nipple . Quatre turned rigid immediately and gasped at that contact, hardly believing he could responded so easily with Trowa’s slightest touch. Trowa took Quatre’s mouth once more, during which his hand moved down to Quatre’s pants. He slowly unzipped the pants and at a leisurely pace , took off the pants and the undergarments simultaneously . Quatre eagerly helped him by lifting his hips up , touching Trowa’s pelvis . Trowa groaned at that intimate contact . He could not believe what he was feeling . That touch, that heat radiating from Quatre's member sent his senses reeling. He bent slightly towards Quatre, caught a whiff of Quatre’s scent and breathe in deeply. He then left Quatre’s mouth to explore other areas , trailing kisses down the torso to the forbidden area while Quatre burrowed his fingers into Trowa's soft hair . Trowa then took Quatre’s into his mouth , making him moaned with pleasure , "Ah...... Trowa...."
"Do you like it ?" Trowa asked brokenly. The air came rushing out from his mouth , blowing at Quatre’s groin had a tremendous impact on Quatre’s mind. No words could come out from his mouth as his mind was fully occupied with urge.
"No answer ?" Trowa prompted , "Then , I shall punish you......" With that , he wrapped his fingers around and squeezed gently . Quatre almost died of the sensation at the action brought; he made a little whimper at the back of his throat . This ignited Trowa’s carnality , he too groaned and started to take off his pants. Quatre looked at the surrounding in daze and whispered brokenly, " Trowa... , maybe...maybe we.... shouldn’t ......be doing this ........at this time. Tro-"
"I could not stand it any longer...... Quatre..."
In the meantime, in Treize’s chamber.......
"Itai......" whined Wufei quietly. He was lying face down on the bed, his hand rubbing his sore bottom.
Treize looked at Wufei’s bottom and chuckled. "I didn’t know it was your first time or else..." he paused, kissing Wufei’s bottom and continued, "I would be gentle....."
The young chinese warrior turned around and faced Treize, "What !! I do not do such a thing !" He screeched in anger , "I am not a GAY !" He caught himself, realizing what he had done with Treize was exactly the act of a gay. He frowned and looked away. Treize knew what was going through the mind of his young , little lover. He knew Wufei was feeling contradictory , he could not reconcile his actions with his thoughts .
" Sorry , Please pardon me for the wrong choice of words ."
Wufei humph softly to himself . Treize got up and started picking his strewn clothes . He understand too perfectly that despite what they felt for each other , they cannot be together and he knew the time for them to part had arrived . He also knew the best way to end this was to hurt Wufei deliberately . He set forth to dress himself while talking nonchalantly,
"Wufei , what I just did was purely for lust. I lied to you just for...this . I hope you did not take it to the wrong way . Its time you should get back to your cell ." He paused for a while and turned to look at the bewildered Wufei, continued "Start dressing."
He waited for Wufei to finish wearing his clothes before ordering for the guards to enter.
"Guards!"
Suddenly , the door opened and in the doorway stood two guards standing to attention.
"Take this man back to his cell , do not allow him to escape again. Is that understood?"
Wufei looked at him incredulously but by this time, Treize’s face had become expressionless. He was filled with rage and pain. He was betrayed , his little young soul could not fathom the reason why Treize was treating him in this cruel manner .
"YOU !! TRATIOR !!" he cried out in anguish . Treize’s soul was pierced by that tone , His heart winced at the pain Wufei’s accusation brought. But still , he displayed no emotion on his impassive face . Wufei left his room with the two guards . Treize looked around the room and chanced upon the bed , he smiled sadly and yet fondly . The rumbled sheets were the only reminder of the passion of the lovemaking , the only reminder of Wufei passionately writhing beneath him as they both traveled to infinity and beyond .2
Along the way to his prison cell , Wufei tried to bring his emotions under control . He never had any feelings but Treize had, in the span of 2 hours, broken down everything he was taught in the military school. He was ashamed , he felt he no longer deserved Nakata . He bowed down and trudged slowly back to his cell .
"Aw....." Quatre whined as he lay naked in Trowa’s embrace . Trowa kissed his brow tenderly and responded "It will heal pretty soon and then ..."
Quatre blushed and punched lightly at Trowa’s chest ," How dare you make fun of me ?"
"Ouch..." Trowa cried in pretense and this caused Quatre to giggle. "That hurts , you know ." announced Trowa . He was surprised. He never behaved so tenderly before. He smiled, liking this new change . He glanced at Quatre , hardly believing his good fortune. This heavenly being was his , his to love and hold. Suddenly there were some noises & both of them jumped up and dressed quickly in record time . The door opened and both turned to see what was going on and were shocked to see Wufei standing between two Oz’s guards.
" Get in!" snarled one of the guards and roughly pushed Wufei into the cell before shutting the door. Quatre and Trowa frowned to each other , they knew something must have happened because Wufei was not the type to be caught so easily .
"Wufei - kun , what had happened?"
"I lost to Treize in the duel and thus......"
Trowa looked at him sternly , and replied , " You are not supposed to -"
"I know , but it is not justice. So I decided to duel with him and I lost again. I was then brought here." Wufei fibbed . He did not wish to let them know what actually happened, to know he had succumbed to the temptation of the flesh . He did not want them to despise him. He then walked to the far end of the cell and kneeled down . Quatre felt that he did not speak the entire truth. He knew something had happened to Wufei and he instinctively knew Wufei was hurting , hurting very badly . He looked at Trowa for help . Trowa knew too but did not say anything. He did not know what to say to Wufei . On the other hand........
"Heero ?"
Heero turned and saw Duo standing at the entrance of the cave with his hair unbraided . Loose tendrils framing his angelic face . Heero caught his breath , gazing at the sight Duo presented to him . Heero thought Duo looked like a gay wood nymph standing beside a stream . He shuddered at the poetic thought running across his mind.
"Heero , what’s wrong ? Why did you -"
"Duo ," Heero interrupted " get ready, we are going to save the rest."
Duo was disappointed but did not press further. He went back to the cave feeling dispirited and dejected . Heero saw the pained expression and his heart went out to Duo . He did not know why he was feeling this way but decided to shrugged it off and concentrated on the more important matter.
AC 195 , now.......
"Heero, I love you . Do you know........ You are the only one I love . realleeeeeee , I luv you !" cried Duo . " Why can’t you understand that?"
The rest of the gundam pilots are shocked and stared at Duo Maxwell with food in their mouth. Trowa choked on his food , Wufei spat his iced coffee he was drinking on Heero who was sitting across him .Quatre turned red on hearing that . They were gathered together in Quatre’s lodge and were partying in Quatre’s room. Heero stood up , took a napkin to clean his coffee - stained face and walked towards Duo, using a matter-of-fact tone, "Duo , you have drank too much. Go back to your room and sleep it off ."
"Are you joining me?" giggled Duo drunkenly. "Are you going to finish off what we have started in the cave two weeks ago ?" Trowa gave a little cough, remembering the rendezvous interlude while Quatre blushed again , recollected instantly the time he and Trowa had spent in Oz’s prison . Everybody in the room looked from Duo to Heero , wondering what was going to happen next . Heero’s mouth was set in a grim line on hearing that. Duo tottered drunkenly towards Heero and suddenly fell right into Heero’s arms .
"Oops...."
Heero’s arms immediately shot out to steady Duo.
"Thanxs..." Duo looked around and asked, "Where is Heero ?"
Everybody in the room giggled. Heero frowned and said, "Duo , go back to your room -"
"Don’t order moi arounnnd I am noooottttt drunk.... I love you, Heeroooo. Why can’t you see that?" Duo bellowed , feeling sad and sorry . "Why can’t you see.....that?"
He looked into Heero’s eyes , Heero’s magnificent cobalt - blue eyes . Eyes that held no feelings, eyes that see nothing except mission only, eyes that he loves ........
"Excuse me... I think I’m going to throw up.." With that , Duo left the room , leaving the rest staring at his retreating back .
"I think I better go an -" Quatre was interrupted by a noise . He looked at the source and found Wufei following Duo . He was puzzled but held his peace when he noticed Heero’s expression .
"Never thought he would be so forthright about his feelings. I never thought I would be so lost after hearing his confession. What should I do ? It seems so much like a dream . What should I reply ? How should I reply ? This is not true , I seemed to be losing my cool over this matter , this...this trivial matter .No...this is not right, but why I could not reply him? Why ? Why?..." Heero thought to himself . For the first time in his life , there was an expression in his face . Confusion was written all over his boyish face. Trowa stood up and walked towards Heero
"Let’s talk , shall we ?"
Heero looked at him and nodded. Both of them got out of the room and headed to the garden .
"Duo , are you feeling better ?" asked Wufei . After vomiting, Duo felt better and more clear-headed.
"Funny , I thought comforting people is not your forte ? No offense , but during such occasions , Quatre should be the one to comfort me , or the one that is closest....." Duo stopped and turned away .
Wufei looked uneasy and cleared his throat. "I understand . I know how you feel , I too had fallen in love . Unfortunately , that person could not belong to me . He is ---"
"WHAT !! Your lover is a man?!"
Wufei was angered by Duo’s words and glared at him .
"Sor.." Duo gulped , "Sorry , I didn’t mean it literally ."
Wufei accepted his apologies and continued , " He called his guards to arrest me. I now understand why.... But still, it hurts..."
"Who is he ?" Duo asked , curious of that mysterious person who had captured the Chinese boy’s heart .
" Treize Khushrenada ."
Duo was shocked beyond words. "WHAT !! I must be drunk ! DEAD DRUNK to hear that Wufei love Trieze ." He thought to himself .
"Actually, you are luckier than me . At the very least , both of you could still get to see each other . But me? It is a love that can never be fulfilled ."
"Wufei...."
" Actually , I never thought I could have found love, all I ever thought was war, so this is... There are times when I am very afraid , afraid that the path I have taken is wrong but if I could only hold him for that moment and that moment only , that is good enough for me ." He smiled , " At least... when I think back , the memory is sweet......."
Although Wufei said those words in a light - hearted manner, Duo could feel the pain and the anguish underlying those words .
"Wufei , I am sorry...."
"It’s okay. I am too."
Duo watched him leave , He felt sorry for this poor guy .
Meanwhile, there were two figures strolling in the courtyard .
"So......." Trowa inquired politely. " What had happened in the cave ?" Heero blushed slightly , Trowa caught that slight red across the face before it vanished .
"I.... I.... Well , we were kissing . I do not know why I did it...Anyway, it’s nothing ."
Trowa nodded knowingly, "You like Duo , right ?"
"Ye...What ?! NO ! Of course not. I am a soldier , soldiers do not need sentiments ."
Trowa laughed softly , "I know what you are going through, believe me , I know . I’ve been through that too . I even denied it, but now I realize it is foolish to run away from it, From the person I love.... yes, even from myself."
Heero stared at Trowa, disbelieving what he had just heard. " But... NO matter what, I am a soldier and a soldier does not -"
Trowa replied, " But you are still a human being, right?"
Heero could not find fault with his reasoning, he thought for a while. He looked at Trowa , and saw the change love had given to Trowa . He could see Trowa being more alive although he had no visible change . He then responded , " I understand. But at least your love is normal ,However , I cannot believe that you actually love that busybody , bossy Katherine ."
On hearing that, Trowa's mouth gaped wide open ," Wh--WHAT?!" Looking at Heero's confused expression, he burst out laughing . " No , it is not Katherine , ha..ha..ha.." He tried to recollect himself and continued in an almost worshipful tone, " That person I love is truly God's best creation . Before I meet this lovely angel , I do not understand the word ‘beautiful’ truly means but after setting my eyes on this creature, I had come to know what that word really means."
Heero looked dubious and thought to himself, "For a man of few words, he certainly has much to say."
"So, Who is that person?"
"Well," Trowa appeared sheepishly, "That person is Quatre Raberba Winner."
"Ah?" Heero’s mouth dropped open. He could not believe his ears . Suddenly, someone behind them laughed.
"Who’s there?" called Trowa and Heero simultaneously .
A small figure stepped out of his hiding place and the silvery light from the moon revealed the angel of Trowa’s dreams.
"Qua... Quatre?" Trowa’s face paled.
"I am sorry to eavesdrop . But Trowa , you've surprised me , I never thought you are so poetic, it touched me to hear the way you described me." Commented Quatre shyly. " Because of what you have said," Quatre continued coyly " I shall reward you richly..." Quatre finished with a hint of certain promise. Trowa grinned and took Quatre in his arms,
"In that case, Why don’t you give me a glimpse of the promised reward this very instant?" He moved his head closer to Quatre’s lips and kissed him tenderly. Quatre moaned softly with pleasure.
"Oh, Trowa..."
Heero felt uneasy at their display of intimacy and left them alone.
He walked back to his bedroom, pondering over what Trowa had said to him. He saw the changes in Trowa and though he scowled at these changes, he felt wistful, longing to feel..... wanting to feel what Trowa is feeling. There are times when he would closed his eyes and wished he could find someone who needed him, someone to share his life with...... To him , he knew it was love at first sight with Duo , but he was afraid to admit . He was afraid that would make him weak....make him lost..... He suddenly stopped in his tracks as he saw Duo standing at the parapet overlooking the courtyard, watching the couple wistfully, and seemingly to yearn for it. He then walked towards him, patting lightly at his shoulders. Duo jumped and turned around.
"Oh ! Hi... I didn’t know they are a pair." commented Duo. "They seem so right , so...happy together."
"Indeed."
"How I wish-" Duo caught himself and changed topic immediately "I think I better rest, my head is pounding." He turned abruptly and was about to walk away when a hand restrained him.
"Heero ?"
"Don’t go."
"Huh?"
"I said, don’t go." Heero pulled him closer, " I want to have a talk with you . I....I......"
"Yes, go on..." prompted Duo hopefully.
"I never felt this way about anything before , I...." Heero broke off, frowning . He looked at Duo who was looking back at him expectantly . He decided to let actions speak for itself. He lowered his mouth and kissed Duo with unrestrained passion. His hands tightened its hold on Duo, molding Duo to the hard contours of his body. Slowly, one of Heero’s hands went up to Duo’s hair and took out the rubber band to release the plait. Duo’s glorious hair gradually unraveled to reveal its grandeur; Heero was stunned by the splendor and hardened unexpectedly. He was surprised at himself , and at his reaction towards Duo .
"He loves me! He loves me!!" Duo’s mind cried out as he felt the erection . Duo looked at Heero with all the love shinning in his eyes . He tilted towards Heero’s ears and whispered huskily, "Heero , let’s continue where we stopped , shall we?" Heero grinned and nodded.
The next day at the dinning room .........
Duo came down , walking in a very strange manner . Quatre and Wufei looked at him and giggled , calling out in unison, "How are you feeling today?"
"VERY FINE , THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN." Duo called out to them . Trowa chuckled , shook his head and commented "Heero must be very , very hard on you ."
Duo blushed at that statement. Just then, Heero appeared and said unperturbedly "Not really , it’s only five times ."
"WHAT!!?" Cried the rest of the pilots in unison.
"Just kidding." Heero said jokingly. Everybody stared at him, disbelieving .
"Heero ? That Heero we know ? Joking with us ? The Sun must have set in the East !!" They thought to themselves .
"May I join your company ?"
"Who’s there ?" the five young pilots questioned , bodies tensed , ready to strike once they saw the enemy . They turned and looked to the source of the voice . Everybody kept quiet . There , outside the window stood the owner of the voice .
"What are you doing here ?" Wufei asked angrily.
"Why , to look for you , of course." He paused for a while before continuing, "I must beat Heero’s record, don’t you agree with me ? My pride rebelled against the thought anybody could beat my record, not even the acclaimed ‘ most perfect soldier’ to win me. So, I had come to challenge Heero’s FIVE times." Treize replied with a straight face .
Everybody was shocked . He had been around for some time and nobody noticed him . They felt that they had been too lax lately but nonetheless , they turned to stare at Wufei and grinned .
"What?" Wufei gulped. Treize moved towards Wufei and whispered in his ear , " I am going to do the most outrageous things to you that you would blush prettily AGAIN for me." After saying that , he asked Quatre, " Could I borrow one of your pilots for a while and...... oh yes ! And a room , please?" With that, he carried the struggling Wufei upstairs while the rest of the pilots whistled catcalls. So in the end , all five of the Gundam pilots, the most feared pilots of the Universe have found love at last......
~ Owari ~
End Part Two
WRITER'S LAST NOTE :
So , how do you readers find this story ? This is my first time writing Fanfic and it took me about 3 months to write . I've realized it was not easy writing but I have tremendous fun doing it . I reallee hope you all like it and that all of you could feel what these five pilots had felt in this story . If you really like this a lot , please let me know and also , please give me all your comments !! ^-^ My e-mail address is puck19@usa.net
1: Got this inspiration from the movie " Enemy from The State".
2 : I just cannot resist putting that phrase . I suppose it had rather spoil the mood , right?? Gomennasai!!
Whiteangel