Title: If Not For You - Part 4/4
Author: tkmaxwell777
Category: Shonen Ai/Yaoi
Pairings: 1+2/1x2
Disclaimer: I don't own GW... I tried to get Duo to steal it for me, but he said he wasn't a thief anymore :)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: LEMONY GOODNESS!!!
Heero broke the kiss and stared down at him. "You know that I want this. Do you? Tell me before I can't stop."
Duo opened his mouth, but no sound would come out. He looked at the boy who owned him, body, mind, heart, and soul, and he wanted nothing more than for Heero to do whatever he wanted to do to him. Duo just couldn't get the words out. Instead, he nodded mutely.
Heero chuckled, startling Duo even more. "I wish I'd known how to render you speechless a long time ago. It would have made all those missions much quieter, not to mention a hell of a lot more interesting." Heero leaned back down to claim Duo's lips again before the other boy could recover.
Heero's humor brought Duo out of his coma. 'Well, hell, I should be enjoying this instead of analyzing it. We've done enough of that for the past two months.' Duo wrapped his arms around Heero's waist and pulled him closer.
Heero pulled away for air again moments later and gazed down at the beautiful violet-eyed boy he loved more than anything. "What do you want me to do, Duo?" Heero could see the unrestrained passion burning in those indigo eyes.
Duo looked up into cobalt blue heaven and said the words he'd always wanted to say. "Make love to me, Heero
Heero nodded and lowered his mouth to claim Duo's. Nothing was left to separate them. Heero knew Duo wanted him; he was going to make sure Duo knew how much he wanted him too, before he was through. He heard Duo moan as he deepened the kiss, plunging his tongue inside the braided boy's mouth again. He would never get enough of the taste of Duo; it was becoming an addiction.
Duo felt like his body was on fire. All of the pent up tension from the past couple of months exploded into a raging inferno of desire. He pressed himself as close to the other boy as possible, reveling in the strength of Heero's body. This was what he wanted, to be taken by Heero, to submit to him. He hadn't been able to let someone else have control for a long time because he couldn't trust anyone; he trusted Heero.
Heero moved his free hand down Duo's bare chest, stopping to rub the other boy's nipple. Duo arched against him, gasping at the feeling of pleasure. Heero liked how it made him feel. He broke the kiss and stared down at Duo.
"I never knew I could make someone feel like this," he whispered as he ran a finger lovingly down Duo's cheek. "I never thought someone would want me to touch him this way. You have given me so much, Duo. I want to give you the most incredible pleasure I can. I won't stop until you're completely satisfied."
Duo trembled at that promise; he knew Heero could fulfill it. He moaned as Heero brought his mouth down to his other nipple and began to lick it roughly, while his hand returned to stroke its mate. "Oh, Heero! Yes!"
Heero released Duo's arms, burying his now freed hand in Duo's hair while his other hand and mouth continued their ministrations. He wanted to overload Duo with sensation. It felt so good just to touch Duo; Heero was so hard it hurt from just teasing the other boy, but there was no fear; he wanted more. He slowly moved his mouth down Duo's stomach, licking small circles over the heated flesh, making Duo groan loudly.
"Heero! Please..." Duo didn't know exactly what he was asking for, but he knew that Heero was driving him crazy with need. He felt Heero pull off his boxers with not even so much as a 'by your leave'.
"Look at me, Duo."
Duo heard the command in Heero's voice and obeyed. He watched Heero lower his head and flick his tongue over the tip of his arousal, causing Duo to arch off of the bed. Duo forced his self to keep his eyes open as Heero licked along the shaft, swirled his tongue around the tip then moved lower to suckle his sac.
"Heero! Oh, yes. Don't stop. Don't stop..."
Heero raised his head to look into passion-hazed violet. "I guess it would have made those missions more interesting, but not as quiet as I thought, huh?"
The smile on Heero's face told Duo that he was enjoying this as much as Duo was. Before Duo could make a smart-ass reply, Heero engulfed Duo's erection with his mouth, making Duo cry out louder than he had previously. Heero began moving his mouth over the sensitive skin, creating a friction that made Duo moan continually in unrestrained rapture. Heero established a rhythm, swirling his tongue over the tip just to build the climax Duo was about to experience. When Duo began thrusting into his mouth with abandon, Heero knew the other boy was close. He reached his hand down and carefully caressed Duo's balls. It was all it took to take Duo over the edge.
Duo thought he would die when Heero's hot mouth enveloped him. He'd had other guys suck him before, but this was completely different; this was Heero. When Heero touched him, the tenderness and love he felt at that moment overwhelmed him, and Duo screamed out his passion as he came into his lover's mouth. Pulse after pulse flowed out of him as he felt a freedom course through him that he had never felt before.
Heero swallowed the nectar of his lover, savoring the first part of the fulfillment of his promise. He licked his lips as he released Duo's member and slid up the other boy's body to kiss him. He thrust his tongue into Duo's mouth to let Duo taste his self and felt the other boy tremble with the intensity of what they had just shared. Heero felt like he had just given Duo the moon. 'Aa, but the stars will be next,' he thought as he looked into Duo's eyes.
"Heero," Duo breathed, still trying to regain his composure. "That was amazing."
"The best is yet to come," Heero said, smirking at his own pun. It took Duo a minute to realize what the other boy meant. When he did, he shook his head, regaining his humor and power of speech.
"Okay, Yuy. Show me what you got." It was a taunt that Duo knew would have the desired affect.
"Gladly," Heero replied, kissing Duo hard. "I need some lubricant."
"Night stand," Duo replied, flushing as Heero raised an eyebrow at him.
Heero pulled the tube out of the drawer and squeezed a dollop onto his fingers. His eyes met Duo's, and he smiled as he leaned in and kissed Duo tenderly. It was quite a contrast from the earlier kiss, but Duo knew that Heero was trying to soften this for him. Even though it had been a long time since Duo had been taken against his will, Heero wanted Duo to feel safe and loved. Duo had no doubt that Heero would be gentle.
Heero saw the look of trust on Duo's face and felt his heart melt. He knew Duo was about to share himself with him in a way that Heero had never known. It was a special gift that Heero would always treasure. He gazed into violet depths and knew his heart was truly lost forever. When Duo spread his legs in open invitation, Heero groaned and lowered his head to taste Duo's lips again as he reached between Duo's thighs. He found Duo's entrance, tracing over it lightly. When Duo moaned in pleasure, he inserted a finger as his tongue delved into the other boy's mouth.
Duo felt a moment of uncertainty when Heero touched him so intimately, but he quickly reminded himself again that this was Heero doing this to him; he wanted Heero more than anything. The trepidation was soon drowned with unbelievable sensation. When Heero's tongue entered Duo's mouth, his finger entered his body. Duo had never felt anything feel so right. He began moving against Heero's hand, pushing against the intruding digit, moaning at the feeling of what Heero was doing to him.
"Duo, is this okay?" Heero asked as he added another finger. Duo thrust back against him.
"Yes! Heero... please... more."
Heero captured Duo's lips again as he raised the count to three. His fingers slid in and out of Duo's body, stretching Duo for what was to come next. When Heero angled his fingers to touch Duo's g-spot, Duo arched off the bed.
"Heero! That's it... I'm ready," he gasped, panting as Heero removed his fingers and positioned himself between Duo's thighs, quickly rubbing lubricant on his arousal.
"Duo," Heero whispered, locking blue with violet, "I love you. From this moment on, you're mine."
"Yours, Heero," Duo agreed, his voice husky with unshed tears. "Always. I love you."
Heero pressed the tip of his erection against Duo's entrance, slipping the head inside. Slowly, he entered Duo, giving the other boy time to adjust to his intrusion. He couldn't believe how tight and good Duo felt. It was the most incredible thing he'd ever known. When he felt Duo relax, he slid all the way inside, fully seating himself inside the beautiful boy beneath him.
Duo was in heaven. Heero felt so amazing inside him. A sense of completeness washed over him, and Duo knew that no matter what, he would never feel this way with anyone but Heero. When Heero began moving, Duo couldn't control the moans that escaped his lips. Heero pulled almost all the way out and thrust slowly back into Duo over and over again.
"Heero... Heero... oh, yes... Heero!"
Heero felt Duo thrust his hips up in time with him and thought he would lose his mind. Unbelievable pleasure was spreading through him like wildfire, and Heero didn't know how much more he could stand.
"Oh, Duo... you feel... so good... can't last... much longer..."
Duo looked up at him with passion-filled eyes. Heero was making love to him. Every motion, every caress, every touch was like a sacred vow, and Duo promised that he would remember those vows until the day he died. Duo smiled.
"Feels so good... Heero... take me over the edge."
Heero reached between Duo's legs and began stroking the braided boy's hard arousal counterpoint to the increasingly frantic thrusts. It wasn't long before Duo tensed and began releasing his passion all over Heero's hand and his own chest, screaming at the top of his lungs. Blinding emotion tore through him in pulse after pulse of pleasure.
"Heeeeerrrrroooo!"
Heero felt Duo tighten even more around him, the wildfire engulfing him as he gave in and let the flames consume him. The feeling of complete abandonment burned through his soul, and he knew he'd never be this free with anyone else. Duo was his, and he would never let him go. He yelled Duo's name and his undying love as his seed pumped into his violet-eyed lover.
"Duo! Aishiteru... aishiteru... ai... AHHH!"
Heero collapsed on top of Duo, uncaring of the mess between them. They both lay there panting, sweaty, sticky and sated. Duo reached out a hand and touched the other boy's hair. Heero moved to lie beside him, pulling Duo into his arms.
"Heero?"
"Yes."
"Do you think we could do that again... soon?"
Heero laughed as he pulled away to look down into Duo's pleading eyes. "Very soon, if I have anything to say about it."
Duo smiled. "Good. I think I need to show you that I'm not quite that passive even in that position."
Heero gave him a startled look. "What do you mean?"
Duo moved his face closer and kissed Heero's lips softly. "Heero, I was so amazed that you were making love to me that I couldn't respond the way I wanted to. Next time, you won't know what hit you. By the time I'm done with you, you'll be screaming my name so loud, Quatre will be able to hear you on L4."
Two hours later, Heero wondered when Quatre would be phoning them to complain.
Heero watched Duo as the braided boy washed the dishes. Duo's braid swung back and forth over his tempting ass, and Heero felt himself harden more and more with every motion. When Duo bent over to retrieve the dishtowel from the floor where it had dropped from his shoulder, Heero could no longer control himself. Before Duo knew what was happening, Heero was pressing against him from behind, his arousal rubbing into Duo's cleft, his arms wrapped tightly around Duo's waist.
"I need you, Duo. Now."
Duo knew that tone and marveled at the fact that Heero was such an insatiable lover after all that had happened to him. They had been living together for six months now, and Heero had recovered completely. Duo had never been so satisfied; Heero made sure of that.
They made their way to their bedroom, pulling off their clothes as they went, kissing each other. By the time they tumbled into the bed, they were completely naked. Duo pulled his hair free, loving the look of desire shining in Heero's eyes.
"Duo. I want you to take me."
It was said simply, but Duo knew it had been a huge decision. Even though they had made love everyday, Heero had never offered that to Duo; Duo had understood, knowing Heero would when he was ready. Apparently, it was time.
"Are you sure?" Duo asked, wanting to really make sure Heero meant it. He didn't want to do anything that Heero was not completely comfortable with. They had both promised that to each other soon after becoming lovers.
"I'm sure, Duo. I need you. I love taking you, but I want to feel what it's like to have someone you love claim your body like that. I want you inside me."
Duo kissed him gently. A few minutes later, Heero was lying on the bed, his legs spread wide while Duo gazed at his beautiful body. "If you want to stop at any time, Heero, all you have to do is tell me, okay?"
Heero nodded. "I will. But I don't think you have to worry about that, Duo. I'm ready to give myself to you. I want us to be one in every way."
Duo positioned himself over Heero, claiming his mouth in a soft sensual kiss. He remembered how Heero had been with him, and he was determined to be just as gentle and loving. Slowly, he moved his hands down Heero's chest to rub the other boy's nipples as he thrust his erection against Heero's. They both moaned as Duo rocked his hips causing a delicious friction between them.
Heero gasped at the sensation. It was so familiar, but it seemed brand new because he knew what he was getting ready to do. For the past four months, he had wanted to let Duo make love to him, but he had still been a little worried. Although he had never felt anything but comfortable with having sex with Duo, he still held back. Watching the braided boy that morning had made him realize how much he wanted Duo to claim him, just as he had claimed Duo. He loved Duo. He needed to prove it, not only to Duo, but to himself as well. It was all a matter of trust.
Duo watched the expressions play upon Heero's face; he knew how important this was for Heero. He leaned down and licked the other boy's bottom lip then began licking a trail down Heero's chest. When he reached Heero's stomach, he twirled his tongue in slow circles, making Heero moan softly. He took his time in reaching Heero's arousal; the other boy was panting and hard from Duo's teasing.
"Duo, if don't take me soon, I'm going to 'omae o korosu' you."
Duo looked up at him innocently. "What? I thought you liked foreplay." Violet glittered in the dark.
Heero growled, pulling Duo back up to kiss him forcefully. "I'm not that fragile, Duo. Take me. Take me hard. I need you inside me. I'm not going to have any flashbacks, I'm not going to cry out in fear, I'm going to scream my head off in sheer ecstasy if you'll just hurry the hell up!"
Duo laughed, completely delighted by Heero's words. "Okay, Heero. You asked for it. And never let it be said that I would leave my lover unsatisfied."
Duo reached for the lubricant and applied some to his fingers. Repositioning himself between Heero's legs, he placed a fingertip against Heero's entrance. He waited for a moment, just to make sure Heero was right about not reacting adversely to the feeling; and then he pushed the finger inside the tight channel.
Heero never let his eyes leave the face of his lover. His words had been true, but he focused on the person who was giving him this feeling just to be sure that he didn't remember any of the bad experience he had encountered. Duo's violet eyes locked with his blue ones as the braided boy slid one of his fingers inside Heero's body. Heero moaned at the intrusion, closing his eyes for a split second. A flash of something made his breath catch, but he opened his eyes and forced himself to relax and lose himself in violet.
Duo had felt the tensing, but he watched Heero regain his sense of reality and continued his ministrations. Slowly, he began moving the finger in circles, opening Heero with each motion. Duo leaned forward, taking Heero's mouth in a gentle kiss as he added another finger. Heero moaned and began moving back against the intruding digits.
"Duo, it feels... good..." he whispered, smiling at his braided lover as the boy reclaimed his lips.
Duo felt a sense of calm envelope him at Heero's words. As he kissed his beautiful lover's mouth, he inserted a third finger. Heero moaned into Duo's mouth as Duo began thrusting the fingers in and out of his body, stretching him. Duo finally found the spot he was looking for inside Heero, brushing up against it, causing Heero to arch off the bed.
"Duo! What.... what was that?" Heero's eyes were glazed with passion.
"The place you touch inside me that makes me scream too, Heero." Duo paused and kissed Heero roughly. "I think it's time to get loud."
Removing his fingers, Duo placed the tip of his erection against Heero's opening. Heero had told him to take him hard; Duo had prepared him so he could. With one motion, he penetrated Heero, sinking into the warmth of the body he had longed to feel for so long. He stilled long enough to study Heero's face; he saw only pleasure there.
Heero felt Duo enter him, and it was the most indescribable feeling he'd ever had. He looked into Duo's eyes and felt something break inside. All these past months, he had loved Duo, taken Duo, and shared himself with Duo in so many ways; but this was what had been missing. Deep inside, he had still been afraid to let go of what he used to be. Staring into the braided boys eyes, Heero realized that he was finally free. No more lost boy. No more 'Perfect Soldier'. No more sex toy of a rape gang. Heero was worth everything Duo had done for him because Duo loved him; Heero had finally come home.
"Duo, make me never forget how you feel inside me," he said huskily.
It was all the encouragement Duo needed. He began to move, thrusting in and out of Heero's body slowly. "Oh, Heero. You're so incredible... I can't believe how good..." Duo was almost in tears at the beauty of what he was doing.
Heero was moaning loudly, completely immersed in the feeling Duo was giving him. "Harder, Duo. Take me harder."
Duo began increasing his pace, Heero yelling each time he brushed that spot inside him. Duo watched in wonder as he slammed into the willing body beneath him. Heero began screaming with each thrust, raising his hips off the bed to meet Duo's. They were both on the edge, waiting to be pushed over it.
"Duo! Oh... Duo!"
Duo looked down at the blue-eyed boy beneath him and smiled. "You're mine, Heero. Mine. With our completions, I claim you for all time."
Heero looked up into a violet storm. Duo's eyes raged with passion, love, and possessiveness; it was all he ever wanted. Heero felt Duo take his erection in his hand and begin pumping in time with their ragged thrusts. It was too much. Duo's words repeated themselves over and over again in Heero's mind as he felt the first waves of orgasm hit him.
"Ahhhhh... Nnnnnn... DUO! DUO!" Heero came harder than he ever had, spilling his seed over Duo's hand as Duo continued to stroke him. The euphoria of the dual climax took his breath away. It was no wonder Duo was so sated afterwards when he experienced it. He felt Duo tense a moment later and heard the other boy scream his name as he pumped his essence into Heero's body, marking him as the braided boy's lover at last.
Duo felt Heero come, the walls around his erection tightening even more, and Duo couldn't stop his own climax from taking him over. It was the most intense feeling he'd even known. Thrusting into Heero one last time, he released violently, the knowledge that Heero belonged to him making him shake as much as his orgasm did. He shouted Heero's name loudly, proclaiming it for all to hear.
"Heero! Heero! Heeeerrrroooo!"
They both held onto the feeling of completion, remaining joined for as long as possible. Duo finally had to pull out of Heero's body, but he quickly pulled his wonderful lover into a fierce embrace. Spent and sated, they listened to each other's rapidly beating hearts, content at last. Heero was still trembling slightly from the intensity of emotion that he was feeling.
"Heero? You okay?" Duo asked, concern in his raspy voice.
Heero moved completely on top of Duo, kissing him soundly as he looked deeply into his eyes. "I wouldn't have been if not for you, Duo. You've taught me how to forgive myself. You've taught me how to face my fears. But most importantly, you've taught me how to love. Aishiteru, my Duo... Always."
Duo leaned his forehead against Heero's, emotion shining in his tear-filled eyes. "Aishiteru, my Heero. My body will always be your body. We are one. Always remember that as long as you love yourself, you love me."
They lay in each other's arms all evening, talking and laughing because they were free... free of their pasts, free of their fears... free to love.
The End :)
(:./tk/infy4)
