25-Jul-2001
Title: It's About Trust 2/?
Author: Romyra
Status: In progress
Archive: Gundam Wing Addiction
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: 1x2
Keywords: Duo and Heero POV,Yaoi, Lemon, Romance and Squick.
Warnings: There's a fisting scene later on and if that is beyond your comprehension, DO NOT READ.
Feedback: Would be nice. ^_^
Notes: I think that this is one of the first of its kind. I've written a semi fisting fic before but this one is much more detailed.
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and its characters belongs to Bandai, Sunrise and Sotsu Agency and are only being used for non-profit entertainment purposes.
Of course all good things come to an end and frankly, being sticky is not one of my favourite things. I get up and motion Heero to the bathroom, the next stage of my plan involves the changing of these sheets, not to mention the fact that it's a surprise and I don't want Heero to know what I'm planning. The bathroom door closes with a muffled click and I hop out of bed or rather try to, after all Heero isn't exactly lacking in the equipment department and I'm a bit sore. I strip the bed and put on the special sheets I got for my purpose. They're black silk and my main reason for using them is the fact that I love they way they're going to glide across my skin. My second reason is of course the fact that I'm going to need all the comfort I can get once we get started.
Heero comes out of the bathroom and sure enough he heads toward his laptop... perfect, that'll give me all the time I need to prepare, after all I really don't want him walk in on me giving myself an enema. Lower your eyebrows people, that's exactly what I said, an enema. The second part of my plan involves a certain sexual technique known as fisting.
Yup. fisting, and frankly this is new to me and while I'm apprehensive I am also determined to give Heero the privilege of being my first. If that isn't the ultimate act of trust I don't know what is and if this plan falls through, I'll at least know where we stand. We'll either be fuck-buddies or companions for what I hope will be life. Either way I get to prove to Heero that he is special to me. Anyway as I go into the bathroom, I fervently hope that a mission doesn't come for Heero before I'm ready for him.
~~Heero POV~~
Something's going on with Duo. It isn't just about the sex anymore there's something else. Duo has never held himself back in bed and tonight was no exception but I had this nagging suspicion that something was different. When he came out of the bathroom tonight I barely held myself in check. He looked ethereal and frankly I always lust after Duo. He's beautiful and there's no question that he could have any lover he chooses, but he chose me. When I look at him... I see androgynous beauty, just the right combinations of masculinity and femininity to make the being that is Duo Maxwell. His hair is kept in a long braid that reaches past his knees and when the light strikes it, it can look anything from reddish brown with gold highlights to golden brown with red highlights. He has pale, almost delicate skin, which is soft and yet so strong. His scent is a mixture of the heady smell of sex and of the ever-changing aspects of nature, rainfall on hot asphalt, blooming flowers and warm breezes of the night. He is slender but wiry and his eyes contain a kaleidoscope of colour, all done in different hues of blue. However, underneath all that is the unmistakable hint of sadness. We all have that, us gundam pilots. It's no secret that most of us have dark pasts but Duo certainly has one of the darkest.
Almost everyone knows about the Maxwell Church massacre but few ever make the connection between it and Duo. I did, and I searched every available reference source for information until I had a clear understanding of the events that lent a hand in the shaping of Duo. He is mystery to me and against my inner workings I've come to care for him deeply. I can't be the emotionless soldier around him, he won't let me and Duo makes it easy to follow my emotions. We aren't a couple, at least, not in the traditional sense. There is no, "Hello Honey, how was your day?," when we meet.
Our times together are either spent being bandaged up or repairing our gundams. When we do have sex it nearly always has a touch of desperation. It's as though we must grasp each moment for the fear that we may never have another. I need Duo because he makes me feel alive and worthy. Our pasts don't come into play when we are together, we live for the moment and while we may be gundam pilots and it's our job to fight against OZ, there are times when the war seems to take a backseat to us and we can focus on ourselves. I have nothing to give Duo except myself and as paltry as it may seem it's all I have to offer. Tonight seems to be charged with some sort of purpose and as cliched as it may seem, I have a feeling that this may turn out to be a turning point for our relationship.
I just wish he would come out of the bathroom. I can't sleep unless he's next to me and even though some nights he goes to bed alone, I always curl up close to him when I can. I've seen those black sheets and I'm beginning to wonder what he is planning.
~~Duo POV~~
There that was done, I was all squeaky clean and I was still apprehensive, I mean I've been in this bathroom for quite a while and Heero must be wondering what I've been doing all this time. I am so glad that he didn't come in to investigate, that would have been mortifying. Imagine, Duo Maxwell, fearsome gundam pilot embarrassed by an enema. I snuck a glance at the mirror and sure enough I was blushing. It was time to put phase two into motion. I walked out of the bathroom after securing the enema bag after all I really didn't want Heero to walk in on it later. I closed the door behind me and flicked my eyes towards Heero to see if he was still on his laptop. He was in the same corner of the room as always except his chair was angled towards the bathroom door and he was watching me. Uh oh... Busted.
I knew I was blushing as Heero got up and came towards me, but shit... how do you ask someone to fist you without sounding like an idiot. I really didn't have anymore time to think as Heero stopped a few inches away and just looked at me. Now I knew I was blushing, I could feel my face getting hot. I wondered just how the hell I was supposed to get out of this situation when finally my hormones took matters into their own hands. I grabbed Heero's shoulders and pulled him in for what I hoped was a soul-searing kiss. I mean our tongues were dueling and his hands were working their way under my towel. I moaned as he touched me and with a gasp I wrenched my face away and pulled him towards the bed. As I lay down, I wiggled in delight as my back met the cooled sheets. I pulled him in closer for yet another kiss and shivered as Heero ground himself into me. When next he raised his head, he had a vaguely questioning look on his face. Before he could ask me anything I flipped us over and leaned down to kiss him breathless. When I was certain that there would be no questions I made my move.
End Part 2
(:./romyra/trust2)
