10 June 2001
Author's notes: Taking a break from BFS to write this, since all you listy-members out there wanted to just skip on to the 1x2 lemon... here you go, I hope I do not disappoint. I have not changed any lyrics in the song, so deal with it. Song belongs to Eve 6 off Horrorscope. This is the first songfic in the 'My Lover' series.
Warnings: yaoi, lemon
Category: songfic
Pairings: 1x2
[Well she's lying in our bed sweating staring at the ceiling
I know her worried head is aching, I know the cause is me]
Battle fatigue is one of the worst causes of insomnia Duo'd ever suffered. Top it off with worry for his lover and you get one nervous, frantic, worried boy.
As soon as he'd gotten in, Duo'd dropped himself onto the bed, willing sleep to come so he would not be driven mad by worry... He knew Heero could take care of himself, but that couldn't stop him from worrying over the detonator happy pilot that he'd taken into his bed and heart. Unfortunately, sleep evaded him and he was left suffering in the heat of the midsummer's night. Duo hated the heat, he hated the cold even more and both made him ill... He could feel a headache brewing in the back of his skull, right where the spine and the base of the skull met... he groaned and rolled onto his stomach, willing Heero to return so he wouldn't have to worry.
[I could leave the bathroom light on for better dreams tonight
My stability, my luxury, my life
And I won't go, neither will you turn off the phone, let's sleep 'til two]
It was late when Heero stumbled in to their small safe house. He grunted as he saw that, once again, Duo'd left the bathroom light on... He wondered if his lover was feeling alright...
He made his way back to their bedroom and found the boy lying naked on the bed, his eyes closed, his face twisted in a grimace. Heero knew that the heat made Duo ill and decided to get a cold bath cloth out of the bathroom. Quickly he wet the cloth and brought it back, placing it on the sweaty forehead.
Violet eyes blinked open and stared at him. The relief those loving orbs held took Heero's breath away and he lent down to kiss Duo's sweet lips.
"Welcome back," Duo whispered, reaching his hand up to where Heero held the bath cloth to his forehead. Their fingers laced together and a sigh escaped Duo's lips.
[Your sad eyes take and own me
Words are unnecessary
Grip the back of your neck and slowly
Move 'til it all becomes alright]
Heero let a small smile creep onto his lips as he stared into the eyes that had been his downfall. He let his free hand come up to cup Duo's cheek, rubbing a thumb over the soft skin. He kissed the soft lips, then trailed kisses along the strong jawbone and down the long column of Duo's pale neck.
Untangling their fingers, Duo wrapped his arms around Heero's neck as aforementioned boy pressed against him. "Nnnn," Duo moaned as Heero's teeth grazed a nipple, mouth latching onto it and sucking fiercely. His skin tingled as Heero's hands roamed over it, setting his nerve endings ablaze.
Heero drew a wet line up Duo's torso, dipping his tongue into the hollow at the base of the boy's neck. He loved the little moans and gasps he could draw from his lithe lover. He moved back up the Duo's body to rest atop the smaller boy. He pressed their lips together; mouths open, their hot breaths mingled as their tongues warred passionately. Heero was glad that Duo slept naked, as he parted from the boy only long enough to remove his own meager coverings.
Duo whimpered when Heero left him, then gasped as their naked bodies and arousals rubbed against one another.
Heero drunk from Duo's lips like a man dying of thirst. He would never get enough of the sweet honey, life that was Duo, he could live on the boy. He was tired, but painfully hard and his passion spurred him on. He quickly prepared the whimpering and writhing boy. When he was sure he would cause Duo little to no pain, he entered the velvet warmth.
Duo gasped and moaned as Heero entered him, pulling their bodies as close as humanly possible. Heero pulled him up into his lap, their torsos flush against one another. He dug one hand into the hair at the base of Duo's neck as the other one wrapped itself around the slim waist, holding his love while he thrust up into him.
Duo threw his head back and cried out as Heero's thrusts slammed into the fleshy numb deep in him that sent him flying. His body convulsed as he came, milky fluid shooting out against their naked chests.
Heero felt Duo come, felt the boy's inner muscles clench and tighten around him member. He knew he was close, a couple more thrusts and he came, calling his lover's name as seed filled his love. They collapsed onto the bed. Sticky and completely exhausted, they drifted into sleep.
[I wake up in a cold sweat got a bone to pick with reality
Take a deep breath and lay back down wearing my badge of infamy]
Heero sat straight up in bed, his heart racing, trying to beat its way out of his chest. He frantically looked to his side, at his sleeping lover. He sighed, calming his breathing and heart. He lay back down and felt Duo's slumbering form wrap itself back around him. He smiled, but the smile quickly faded as the memory of his dream-- nightmare caught up with him.
[Change the bulb in the nightlight cause it flickered flickered and died
Repeat the words you're not alone to self three times and hit the light
My aim is true, turn off the phone, let's sleep 'till two]
Casting a rueful glance at his still sleeping love, Heero climbed out of bed and left the bedroom. He flipped the light switch as he entered the living room and growled as the bulb blew. He left the room and returned with a new bulb. Quickly, as only the Perfect Soldier can, he replaced the bulb and sat down that his laptop.
Dawn's approach was imminent and Heero decided to call it quits for the night. He shut down the laptop, still haunted by the dream, and made his way back to their bedroom.
[Your sad eyes take and own me
Words are unnecessary
Grip the back of your neck and slowly
Move 'til it all becomes alright]
He smiled as he watched his lover sleep alone on their bed. The moonlight lit the boy's features with an surrealistic glow, making him seem even more unearthly than he normally did... His eyes traced the long fall of hair as it cascaded over the edge of the bed and brushed the floor. In the year or so that Heero'd known him, Duo's hair had grown at an alarming rate so now it hung to the back of his calves, nearly to his knees, when braided.... Heero loved Duo's hair, it was a true turn-on.... Not that Duo himself wasn't, Heero just had a fetish for the boy's hair.
Heero shook all remaining memories of the nightmare away and crawled into bed with his love, who spooned against him as soon as he'd settled on the bed.
[Let the fighting words lie
Let the candlelight die
Let the sun come up
Let the saline dry] (x3)
Heero noticed that, in his absence, Duo must have cried in his sleep for there were trails of tears glistening on the pale cheeks. Heero brushed the tracks away and hugged the boy close, sleep claiming him for the second time that night.
[Your sad eyes take and own me
Words are unnecessary
Grip the back of your neck and slowly
Move 'til it all becomes alrightLet the fighting words lie
Let the candlelight die
Let the sun come up
Let the saline dry]
Owari for now.
The story will continue....
[Author note: ::grins:: Ok, so I took that from Anne Rice... ::giggles:: Do you wanna know what their nightmares were about? Do you want to know what Heero was doing on the laptop? ::giggles:: The plot is gonna get odd if I can get it to work... ^_^V]
(:./willow/nocturnal)
