22 October 2000
Category: POV (Duo's), Shounen Ai (if that), WEIRD!!!
Rating: G
Pairings: ? Are there any? 1+2? 2+1? *shrugs* notreally... ????
Warnings: WEIRD!!! Even for me!!!
Spoilers: None.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. This is for fun and enjoyment, no money is being made. Please don't sue me, as I am poor.
Feedback: Yes please. All flames received will be used to light the fire under my ass and get me to write more fics that are against your liking, so there.
NOTES: This is weird...
I am fallen.
I am no longer there.
I have lost all contact with that around me.
I am a soldier... but no longer.
I am fallen.
I watch through dim vision as he walks away from me.
I am on my knees, for I am fallen.
He doesn't even notice that I am... that I be so for him.
He is the reason for my descent.
Without him... I am lost.
Lost to the abyss of darkness that surrounds me.
I am fallen.
Please. Come back. I don't want to fall.
I can see nothing now. The only sense I can use is hearing.
But I hear nothing.
Perhaps that sense, too, has failed me.
For I am fallen.
No light. No dark. Nothing anymore.
I am fallen.
*clack, clack*
I hear... the sense has not foresaken me.
*clack, clack, clack*
The sound of keys?
The sound of a gun cocking?
What? What do I hear?
*clack, clack, clack*
Too soft to be a gun...
I open my eyes... they are assailed with bright light.
I am alive, but drifting? I don't feel.
Color. Blue... blue eyes.
Brown... tossled brown hair.
Red lips... murmuring something I cannot hear...
What? What are you saying... I want to hear...
Please! Let me hear!!!!
"Duo..."
First word.
Sweet sound.
"... are you alright?"
Am I? I don't know. I am fallen.
"Breath, Duo... please..."
Please? From those lips? Am I not breathing?
Why?
Because I am fallen.
I feel... I feel the sweet breath of air enter my starved lungs.
I feel...
I feel arms... clasped tightly around me...
I feel... something warm and wet...
I feel... tears?
His tears?
I hear... I see... I feel...
I am...
He is holding me close...
But I fell, so I am not here... am I?
"Live, Duo..." he says.
More words from the red lips. Odd from them they are.
But they're so real... so...
Am I fallen?
"Live..."
Owari
(:./willow/iamfallen)
