Title: The Light in Your Eyes - Part 4
Author: tkmaxwell777
Category: Shonen Ai
Pairings: 1+2/1x2x1
Disclaimers: I don't own them, I don't make any money writing about them, and I don't think I'm too obsessed... well, okay... I am, but you can't sue me for that :)
Rating: R/NC-17
Warnings: Lemon/Lime? Once again, OOC within reason... change is good :)
Archived: Yes! Thanks Lev :) www.satinflame.net\levlair
~~~ = Dream sequence
*** = New scene
Waking up to a soft silky curtain of chestnut hair was definitely a good thing, or Heero decided as he buried his face in it. He pulled the violet-eyed boy next to him closer in the process, breathing in the scent that was uniquely Duo. It would probably be the last morning they would have like this. Heero quickly pushed that thought away, intent on just enjoying himself while he could. Instead, he thought about how he couldn't have done this only a couple days ago; it seemed like an eternity to him since he'd been like that. It was amazing that he had been so changed by a single event - Duo's nightmare.
Heero suddenly realized that Duo hadn't had any nightmares last night. He smiled, happy that the longhaired pilot had enjoyed a good night's sleep; the other boy deserved many more restful nights. Heero marveled at the fact that he didn't have as many nightmares as the other boy. In fact, the one nightmare he'd always had before hadn't come to him in the past couple of nights; instead, he had dreamed of Duo.
Beeping from his laptop across the room brought Heero back to reality. He sighed and disentangled himself from Duo to check the incoming message. They had moved the computer into the bedroom right after dinner last night when they found a better connection behind the desk.
Heero opened the message and sighed heavily. He had thought that he and Duo would have at least most of the day together before having to leave for the rendezvous point, but as he read the mail, he realized that they would have to leave within the hour to get there on time. Heero closed the window and walked over to the bed to wake his companion.
"Duo," he called as he shook the other boy. Duo shifted then opened one sleepy eye to peer at his partner.
"What's up, Heero?" he asked dreamily.
"We have to get ready. Howard will be here to pick us up in a few hours."
Duo sat up quickly. "I thought it was going to take another day." Heero noticed the disappointed tone in Duo's voice as he spoke and felt a sense of satisfaction that he wasn't the only one upset about it.
"Apparently, Wufei and Sally managed to get out by themselves. Howard was on his way to get them then got a communication from them that they were already on their way to another safe house."
Duo smiled suddenly. "Well, now. I wonder why they decided to head to another safe house instead of back to Quatre's?"
Heero didn't miss the innuendo. "You think Sally has something planned?"
Duo grinned widely. "I wouldn't put it past her. I hope she makes Wu-man beg. Man, I would love to be there to watch."
"Duo!" Heero exclaimed, his face flushing at the thought of what Duo was saying.
"What?" Duo asked innocently, a feral smile on his face. "Don't tell me that you wouldn't like to see Sally make Wufei scream. I'd love to see him lose control for just a moment. He needs Sally to throw him down on the bed and then make him fuck her senseless."
Heero shook his head. "Duo, sometimes I wonder about you and your hentai mind."
"Ah, come on, Heero. Haven't you even wondered what sex is like?"
"I... I never thought much about it."
Duo sighed. "Well, I bet you'd enjoy every minute of it. Physical attraction is a wonderful thing."
"Do you enjoy sex, Duo?" Heero asked quietly.
Duo looked at him, taken back for a moment. "Well, um, yeah. I mean, I haven't had sex with many people willingly, but..." Duo looked down quickly, embarrassed to mention his past at all.
Heero sat down on the bed with him. "I'm sorry, Duo. I didn't mean to bring up bad memories."
Duo looked back at him. "S'okay. It was a valid question, Heero. I mean sex is wonderful, especially with someone you care about. I've had a couple of lovers before that made it good, but I've never truly known what it's like with someone you love. I guess that's why I wish I could see Sally and Wufei together. I think they really love each other, even if they won't admit it yet. I bet it would be awesome."
Heero smiled at his friend. "I think I understand. Too bad the safe house doesn't have a security system we could hack into. We could watch from Howard's ship."
"Heero! Now who's being a hentai?" Duo laughed as Heero turned even redder than before. He spoke his thoughts out loud. "You know, you are quite attractive when you're embarrassed, Heero Yuy."
Heero's eyes flew to Duo's face, their gazes locking immediately. Heero could see the sultry look in those violet depths. If they only had more time... if only he could do what he had done just yesterday again...
"We have to get going, Duo. As much as I'm... enjoying... this conversation, we need to put it on hold... for now." He tried to convey the meaning of his words with his tone. Duo smiled, indicating he understood.
"Okay, let's go. Don't wanna keep Howard waiting. He might disown me... even if I'm not his son."
It took them two hours to make it to the pick up point. It was an old abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of the next closest town. Heero took in its state of disrepair and sighed. It was a good thing they wouldn't have to stay there overnight. He looked over at Duo who had collapsed unceremoniously on the floor, his back against one of the walls. Heero walked over and sat down right next to him.
"Howard should be here within the half hour."
Duo smiled. "Good. Even though I was enjoying our little vacation, I have to admit that I've missed the guys. Quatre really knows how to make you feel at home, yanno?"
Heero nodded, suddenly wary of the reunion. "How do you think they'll react to the changes in me, Duo? Do you think they'll be upset or glad?"
Duo furrowed his brows. "Why would they be upset? Quatre will be ecstatic! Trowa may be a little surprised, but he'll get used to it. I'm still trying to myself. It certainly is different seeing you smile."
"Do you like my smile?"
Duo looked at Heero and saw the uncertainty on the dark haired boy's face. He reached out his hand to brush his fingers against Heero's cheek. "I love your smile, Heero. It's beautiful."
Heero took in a quick breath at Duo's words. "Really? I'm... I'm glad." He couldn't believe the emotions that were singing through his veins as he looked into Duo's eyes. Confusion, desire, and excitement... they all combined to overwhelm him. Before he realized what he was doing, he leaned toward Duo and pressed his lips to the other boy's.
Duo closed his eyes, relishing the feeling of Heero's lips on his. It was the same kind of soft kiss like they had shared in the kitchen yesterday, but Duo wasn't going to pull away this time. Even though Heero was still in an emotional flux, Duo wasn't about to deny himself twice. Besides, he knew that Heero cared about him; he was Heero's light. That had to count for something.
They moved their mouths against each other's. Duo's tongue demanding entrance, and Heero's mouth granted it without hesitation, groaning as Duo ravished it. Duo pushed Heero over and was soon lying on top of him, moving his body against Heero as their kiss deepened.
Heero felt the fire rage through him at the feel of Duo's body. He arched against Duo, wanting more contact, yet not knowing how much more he could withstand. Duo's hands were moving all over his body, and Heero felt one of them edge closer to his jean-clad arousal. He wanted it feel Duo touch him so badly, but before the other boy's hand reached its destination, a vehicle could be heard pulling up outside the building. Both boys tensed and pulled away, drawing weapons quickly.
"Hey, Duo, Heero? You guys in here?"
"Over here, man," Duo replied, putting the safety back on his gun. Heero did the same.
Howard looked at them, seeming to take their disheveled appearances in stride. "Someone call for a cab?"
Duo snorted. "Yeah. How much to get to L4?"
"More than you have, kid," Howard replied before hugging the boy. He noticed Heero staring at Duo, something in his eyes that he'd never seen before. 'Hmm. Something interesting has happened here.'
"Heero," Howard acknowledge as he released Duo and held out his hand.
"Good to see you, Howard," Heero said with a small smile.
Howard saw something flash in those eyes again... envy? The older man thought about how he had greeted Duo in comparison with Heero. Suddenly, Howard realized just how much the two boys were alike. He somehow knew what Heero needed, pulling the dark haired boy into a hug like he had Duo.
Duo saw the amazement flit across Heero's face. For some reason, it made his heart feel so light to see Heero accepted by Howard like that. He waited until Howard released Heero, then said with a grin, "Whad'ya say we blow this Popsicle stand?"
"Yeah. This place makes jail look good," Howard replied as he carefully placed an arm around Heero's shoulders. 'I was always a sucker for a hard case," he thought absently as he saw approval shining in Duo's violet eyes. 'Guess Duo picked that up from me.' With those final thoughts, Howard put his other arm around his first 'adopted' son then led both of 'his boys' out of the building.
Heero watched Duo laughing with the other crewmembers of Howard's ship. Duo's extended family hadn't seen him in ages, and the braided boy was entertaining them happily. Heero shook his head. Duo certainly was a unique person. It made Heero feel good to know that Duo trusted him enough to share the other side of his personality with him too. As much as these men were Duo's friends, they didn't know Duo quite like he did. With a smile on his face, Heero made his way to his bunk for the night.
Once he settled in, Heero lay there for a long time, trying to sort through everything that had happened in the last couple of days. The more he thought about what had happened in the warehouse, the more he wanted Duo in bed with him. It was completely selfish to want Duo near him like that, but Heero didn't care; he wanted to feel Duo against him, his hands on him, and his mouth all over him again. Heero realized that he just wanted Duo. There was only one thing holding him back.
Duo had said that no one had loved him when they'd had sex with him. Heero didn't want to be placed in that category. If Heero was completely honest with himself, he had to admit that he did indeed love the braided baka. How could you not love the light that burned so brightly inside him? It was what made Duo who he was, and Heero had loved that part of him from the beginning, even though he'd fought against it. What had made Heero realize how much he loved Duo was the fact that even the boy's darker side wasn't enough to turn Heero away. It made him love the boy even more. The problem was that Heero didn't know how Duo felt about him. He knew Duo was attracted to him, but that wasn't enough; Heero wanted more.
A knock at the door pulled Heero out of his musings. "Come in."
Duo slowly pushed the door open. "Hey."
Heero could tell the other boy was hesitant. "What's wrong?"
"Can't sleep," Duo mumbled sheepishly.
Heero took a deep breath. Regardless of their current physical situation, Heero had promised to help Duo get through the nightmares. He pulled back the covers, indicating the spot to Duo. "Come on."
Duo smiled as he quickly got in bed with him. Heero watched Duo take his hair down, something he was beginning to love seeing. Duo turned to look at him, his hair flowing around him again. Handsome, beautiful, enticing, and captivating... none of those words could do the boy justice in Heero's mind. Duo was sublime.
"Heero, about this afternoon..." Duo began, his voice full of trepidation.
"Duo," Heero interrupted. "Go to sleep." His voice was calm and comforting.
Duo nodded, apparently accepting the fact that they would talk about it later. He lay down, his head automatically going to Heero's shoulder, his arm around Heero's waist. As Heero felt the fingers of sleep reach for him, he realized that he would never be able to rest without the boy next to him.
Duo ran as fast as he could. They were gaining on him. He had to move faster, but his legs were so tired already. If they caught him, it would all be over. He knew what they wanted. Their filthy mouths had been yelling it out at him ever since they began running after him.
Duo ducked into an alley, only to find himself faced with a dead end. He turned to see them block his only escape route.
'No!' he thought desperately. 'There's got to be a way out.'
"Well, pretty boy, you led us on quite the merry chase. I think we'll have to make sure to take our time with you."
The one speaking reached him first. Duo fought him with everything he had, but the others soon had him restrained. Duo felt cold fear settle inside him. This was it. They were going to...
Suddenly, Duo looked at the boy who had spoken. He remembered something about him. A memory of the boy in another dream... no, not a dream, but... Duo then knew. He realized that this wasn't real; even though it had happened, it wasn't truly happening now. He was actually asleep, safe in Heero's arms; no one could hurt him anymore unless he let them, and there was a way to end this nightmare forever. He knew what he had to do.
"I forgive you," he said as the boy grabbed his face to take his mouth forcefully.
The boy stilled and pulled back. Duo looked at all of them, and said in a louder voice, "I forgive all of you. I won't make you live this nightmare anymore. I won't make myself live it either."
All but the boy in front of him disappeared. The boy looked at him with tears in his eyes; relief and inexplicable joy shone in their depths as his hand gently cupped Duo's face.
"Thank you. Now I can finally rest." With those words, he leaned in and gave Duo a gentle kiss.
Duo woke up. It was still the middle of the night. He was stunned by what had just happened; he had conquered one of his nightmares. He had faced his fear and countered it with forgiveness. It made him smile when he thought about how proud Father Maxwell and Sister Helen would be. Even Solo would have hugged him for it. That thought made him shift to look at Heero. He let his gaze caress Heero's face, feeling such a sense of peace envelope him as he realized that Heero's strong embrace had given him the courage he needed to face his tormentors and set them free. His love for Heero overwhelmed him.
Duo had thought about the kisses he and Heero had shared in the warehouse before coming to Heero's room that night. He knew that they needed to take it slow; Duo didn't want to mess up his chance to earn Heero's love. He wanted that more than anything. He had loved Heero at first sight. He didn't want to rush things, but he wanted to give Heero something in return for what Heero had done for him; he wanted to show Heero that emotion was an even more wonderful thing when it was coupled with pleasure.
He reached out to touch Heero's cheek. When Heero moved into his touch, Duo moved closer until his lips met the other boy's. Duo softly kissed Heero, letting the motion become a sweet caress. Heero moaned, pulling Duo closer to him, seemingly lost in his own sensual dream; Duo noticed that Heero was already hard as his body moved against him. He quickly felt his own arousal mounting.
Heero opened his eyes, expecting the dream he was having to end, only to find that he was staring into passionate violet eyes. He pulled away hesitantly. "Duo?"
Duo answered him with another deep kiss. All thoughts of resistance had left Heero as soon as Duo's mouth had reclaimed his. Soon their tongues were intertwining in a battle of desire. 'I want this so badly,' Heero thought, his body taking over. 'He feels so good against me.'
Duo ran his fingers over the dark haired boy's nipples, making him gasp into Duo's mouth. Duo felt excitement fill him as he brought his mouth down to one of the now hardened nubs, Heero moaning as Duo stimulated the other with his fingers while his mouth licked at the sensitive flesh. The sounds Heero was making were slowly driving Duo past the point of rational thought. 'He sounds so sexy,' Duo thought hazily. He knew he had to hear more. Moving down Heero's body, he began licking Heero's chest then stomach, as Heero writhed in response.
Heero couldn't believe how good it felt. He was lost in sensation, completely unable to form a coherent thought. Duo's mouth was doing the most amazing things to him. His arousal had been pressed against Duo's thigh while they were kissing, creating a friction that was better than anything he'd ever felt before. He had wanted to cry out when Duo moved, but instead, Heero looked down at Duo, watching the chestnut haired boy tease him with his talented mouth, creating more wonderful sensations. When he saw where Duo was heading, he let out an inarticulate groan.
Duo gazed up into blue fire and smiled. "Do you want me to continue?"
Heero looked at him like he had spoken in another language. "What the hell do you think? Of course, I do, Duo! Don't stop now... ahhh, yes!"
The last was uttered as Duo reached inside Heero's boxers and pulled out his erection. With a wicked gleam in his eyes, he flicked his tongue over the wet tip as Heero watched him. "Mmm... you taste so good, Heero."
Heero cried out as Duo took him in his mouth, Duo swirling his tongue over the head of Heero's arousal then lapping at his shaft in quick rough strokes.
"Duo! Oh, yes! More... please."
Duo obliged him, moving his mouth up and down Heero's erection, licking and sucking as he began humming. Heero quickly recognized the tune as "Coming of Age" by Damn Yankees.
/What you've got, babe, is what I need, your kind of love got me on my knees, I'm so tied up, What you've got, got a hold on me, your kind of love, make a man out of me, I'm so tied up, you've got me so fired up/
"Duo... nnn... please."
Duo understood. He quickened his pace, his mouth making love to the boy he adored. He reached his hand down to touch Heero's sac, fondling it gently as his tongue swiped his tip again. It was all it took to take Heero over the edge.
"Duo! Duo! Duo!" Heero felt his orgasm engulf him. He released his passion into Duo's mouth as he continued to thrust his hips with each pulse. Nothing had ever felt like it. Heero knew he would never be able to live without it now that he'd experienced it.
Duo tasted his lover with satisfaction, swallowing every single drop. He watched Heero's sweat covered face as the other boy tried to reclaim his composure and calm his ragged breathing.
Heero looked into bright violet eyes. "Duo, that was incredible. I can't even begin to describe..."
Duo moved so he was on top of Heero again in one swift motion as his mouth silenced the other boy. Heero could taste himself as Duo deepened their kiss. It was so intimate, so wonderfully fulfilling to know that Duo had done that for him.
"Why?" Heero asked when they broke for air.
"I wanted you to know what it felt like to experience that, Heero. I wanted to..." Duo hesitated, wanting to say enough without saying too much. "I wanted to show you how good it can feel when the person doing it cares about you."
Heero nodded, feeling content from Duo's words. They meant more than the other boy could know. When Duo rolled onto his side, Heero realized that Duo was still completely aroused.
"Duo," he said tentatively, "will you let me do something for you too?"
Duo felt his heart leap. 'He doesn't want to leave me unsatisfied.' It was an incredible feeling to know that someone wanted to meet his need as well as he met theirs. Duo nodded, unable to trust his voice it was so choked with emotion.
Heero turned on his side, facing Duo. He looked into those expressive eyes that held so much of his soul without knowing it. He felt the excitement as he leaned forward to kiss Duo, his hand reaching for one of Duo's nipples. When he heard Duo's quick intake of breath, he smiled to himself thinking, 'It's my turn now, Maxwell.'
Duo let himself drown in the feelings that Heero's touches were causing. Heero moved his mouth to lick Duo's other nipple as his fingers toyed with the one he had been touching. Duo couldn't believe how much those simple touches were having an effect on him. It was like each sensation was ten times more intense because it was Heero doing it. When Heero slid his hand down Duo's chest, over his stomach, and towards his boxers, Duo let out a moan of anticipation; he was so hard already. He felt Heero tease the opening of his boxers before slipping his hand inside to begin stroking him.
"Heero! Oh yeah..." he moaned as he arched into Heero's touch. Heero's hands were calloused yet gentle, a perfect combination for pleasure. Duo closed his eyes, savoring every movement.
Heero loved how his hand felt on Duo's erection. Duo was hard yet silky to the touch, and Heero knew he wasn't going to just be able to limit his tactile senses to touch and sight alone. He broke their kiss and quickly removed Duo's boxers. Before Duo knew what was happening, Heero leaned down and flicked his tongue over the head of the other boy's arousal.
Duo had been happy to just let Heero touch him, but when he felt Heero's mouth on him, it was just too much for him to process. His eyes flew open to the sight of the 'Perfect Soldier' wrapping his lips around his erection, licking and sucking like he had done to Heero. It was something he never thought he'd ever see or feel. Duo felt the last bit of his control slip away as he watched Heero move his mouth over his hard member. The sensation was beyond anything Duo had experienced before.
"Ohh... Heero... nnn... yes..." was all Duo could utter as Heero drove him wild with his tongue teasing his sensitive tip only to plunge his whole length inside that hot mouth again. He was getting close to the edge.
Heero loved how Duo tasted; he would never get enough. Duo smelled musky and masculine, making Heero hard again. The way Duo looked as Heero pleasured him was something Heero would never forget; Duo's eyes were shut tight as he panted and moaned, his voice husky from his cries, his hair swirling around his face. Heero thought Duo was the most beautiful creature he'd ever seen in his life. He wanted to be the only one to ever see Duo in passion from this moment forward.
When Heero began an even rhythm, Duo knew he was about to be completed. He'd never thought of it that way before, but with Heero, there would be only completeness, no empty feeling he'd always known. He was sure that Heero cared about him, even if he didn't love him yet; it was enough.
Heero began humming the same tune Duo had earlier, and Duo felt himself go over the edge with the song playing in his head. "Heero! Yes! Yes! Oh Yeah!"
Duo felt like he was riding a wave, dancing on top of a crest that would never reach the shore. He emptied himself into Heero's mouth feeling overjoyed when Heero licked every trace of his passion up like it was a fine dessert. Heero moved so he could take Duo's lips in a kiss that was slow and passionate. Tasting himself on the former wing pilot's tongue made Duo realize what they had just shared with each other.
Heero gazed into Duo's eyes. "How was that? Did I do it right? You seemed to enjoy it, but I'm sure I could have made it better if I had..."
Duo cut off the other boy's sentence with a kiss then said pointedly. "That was the best damn blowjob I've ever had, Heero Yuy. Believe me, if it had been any better, I would be dead."
Heero blushed at Duo's bluntness but was pleased his inexperienced actions had brought the other boy such pleasure. His mind was distracted from that line of thought as soon as he felt Duo's hand rub against his re-awakened erection.
"I guess we need to take care of this before either of us will get any sleep."
Heero smirked. "If we keep 'taking care' of each other like this, we won't get any sleep."
Duo smiled, mischievous light dancing in his violet eyes. "Well, I guess we'll just have to take care of each other at the same time eventually. I don't know about you, but I kinda like the way you scream my name."
Before Heero could reply, Duo began stroking him in earnest. For the next two hours, the rest of the crew didn't get any sleep either.
Morning came when a knock resounded at the door. Heero and Duo shifted groggily as Howard's voice greeted them as he walked in. "Morning, boys. I'm not gonna ask if you slept well. The whole crew knows you didn't. In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they declare you a living legend, Duo, for the most times a name was called in passion. Although, Heero here would come in a close second."
Howard took in the scene in front of him as he spoke. Duo was naked as the day he'd been born, sprawled out across Heero's chest, lying on his stomach. Heero was naked as well, but covered from view by the other boy. The sheet lay just below Duo's ass, covering both boys' legs. Howard shook his head.
Heero opened a cobalt blue eye to peer at Howard. "Is there any particular reason why you're here?" Duo roused beside Heero, extricating himself from Heero's grasp. He answered Heero's question before Howard had a chance to.
"Naw, Heero. He just wants to embarrass us. He should know by now that I have no shame."
Howard laughed. "Well, I knew Duo was as loud as a southern girl on her wedding night, but Heero, I never would have taken you for a screamer."
Heero blushed slightly. Duo noticed and smiled. "Don't let him get to you, Heero. I'm proud of the fact I can make you scream." He then winked, making Heero blush even more before Duo turned his attention back to the man who had been like a father to him. "Howard, what the hell do you want this early in the morning? Don't make me have to smack ya."
Howard chuckled lightly. "We dock in an hour. Thought I'd give you time to... uh... clean up?"
Before either one of them could answer him, Howard took one more look at both of 'his boys', shook his head again, then walked out, closing the door behind him.
"Well, he is right. We do have a mess here."
"Hn. Guess we'd better 'take care' of that."
Duo heard the tone in Heero's voice; his eyes lit up when he saw the teasing gleam in Heero's eyes, confirming what the other boy was thinking. He sighed as he leaned over to claim the former wing pilot's mouth in a gentle yet passionate kiss.
It took them the whole hour just to shower.
End Part 4
(:./tk/liye4)
