11-Jan-2005
Title: Coming Of Age - 8/?
Author: tkmaxwell777
Blood Type: Amaretto Sour
Category: Shonen Ai/Yaoi
Pairings: 2x1, 4x4, 1+4, 2+4
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Angst, Language, Lemon, Masturbation, and Sap
Archived: GWA - www.gwaddiction.com
TK Maxwell Original Christian and Yaoi Fiction - http://writing.com/authors/tkmaxwell
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or its characters. It is the property of Shin Kidousenki, Bandai, Sotsu, Sunrise, and other affiliated parties. This story is a parody of its defined universe and is in no way an official continuation of the original series. I consider all underage characters engaging in sexual activity as Emancipated Minors. This story is for entertainment purposes only and should not be read as a realistic representation of actual romantic or sexual relationships. Content is not intended to condone or condemn lifestyles or viewpoints portrayed by these characters. I make no money doing this, so please do not sue me. I write only for the love of the characters and the pleasure of feedback!
Author Note: There are several things that have changed in my writing style since this story was put on hold almost 16 months ago (WOW!), but to maintain uniformity, I'm attempting to continue this like I'd never stopped. In other words, even though I use 'man' instead of 'boy' and 'violet-blue' instead of simply 'violet' in my new fics, the guys will be 'boys' and Duo's eyes will be 'violet' to keep the original style of this fic. If there are any inconsistencies, please forgive me. It's been so long that I may miss something. Thanks to all of you who have kept on bothering... erm, I mean, *asking* for more of this fic! ^___~
Heero rolled over on top of the longhaired boy suddenly, his mouth taking Duo's in a kiss that left them both breathless. When he pulled away, his dark blue eyes gazed into violet ones intently. "Are you sure? Maybe we should wait and tell Quatre first..."
Duo shook his head. "I've been with Cat long enough to know that he wouldn't deny me this moment with you. Besides, he needs time to come to terms with giving up on Trowa. You might think he's the kind that would wanna be coddled, but he's not. He can be just as closed off as the next guy sometimes. We'll talk with him in the mornin' once he's calmed down a bit." He grinned then, letting his hand trace down the other boy's back. "Now, where were we?"
Heero hesitated for a moment then smiled and lowered his face again. Their lips met, tongues following, seeking the warmth of each other's mouth. Duo moaned as Heero began rubbing his nipples through the borrowed tee shirt. He retaliated by brushing callused fingers across Heero's ass suggestively, the worn cotton catching softly on his skin. Heero broke their kiss, groaning, before he attacked Duo's neck with love bites that made the other boy writhe under him. Heero had never felt anything so good. Pulling the hem of Duo's shirt up, he slipped his hand underneath to caress Duo's stomach, making his way up to the pebbled nubs waiting. When he reached them, he didn't waste any time, pinching them gently.
"Heero!" Duo cried out, arching into the feeling. The simple touch went straight to his groin, making him even harder than he'd been already. The hands that had held the controls of Wing and saved the world, not just once but twice, were moving over his body with a tenderness that surprised and aroused him in a way he'd never expected. When the pad of Heero's thumb traced over him again, he reacted just as strongly as before, unable to keep himself from showing how good it felt.
"You're that sensitive?" Heero asked, astonishment on his face. "I never knew someone could get so excited over something like this."
Duo glared at him, but it lost its effectiveness since he was still flushed with pleasure. "Don't you?"
Heero shrugged. "Never had anyone do anything like this to me."
That was all the opening Duo needed. Nimble fingers made their way inside Heero's tee shirt and began returning the favor. Heero gasped, the feeling of Duo's hands on his body creating a sweet heat he didn't want to end. Duo's eyes clouded with desire as he pulled Heero closer, his mouth enveloping Heero's this time. It wasn't long until Heero was the one writhing, overwhelmed by actually being with Duo like this. Duo was in his own bit of heaven, golden skin his paradise as he caressed it and heard sighs and moans. Then his mind processed Heero's words. Heero had never... no one else had... he was a... oh, wow!
"Duo," Heero panted, bringing the former pilot out of his stunned thoughts. "I want... I want to... "
"Yes," Duo replied, his desire to make love with Heero even stronger now. "Please."
The dark haired boy leaned back then, giving Duo a searching look. "I don't want you to think that's all I want." Heero reached down and caressed his cheek. "I want so much more than that."
Duo moved his face into the touch. "I know, Heero, but I won't let you go now that I know how you feel, so once we do this, you're gonna be mine." Violet eyes gleamed possessively. "Mine... and Cat's." Another thrust of hips accentuated his words perfectly.
"Yours... both," Heero moaned, their thinly clothed erections meeting. "I understand. I want that too."
Their gazes locked, and then Heero reached over and retrieved lube and condoms from his overnight bag by the bed. "I didn't know if you used... these," he said as he lifted foil squares he'd pulled free from the newly opened package, "but I didn't want anything to keep us from... if you wanted to... " Heero sighed, wishing he didn't sound like an idiot. "I want to be safe, but I trust you if you say we don't need them."
Duo smiled at him softly. "Quatre and I have been exclusive, Heero. We get physicals regularly, and we're both clean. We sometimes use condoms to keep from dealing with the mess afterwards, but I want to feel you come inside me this first time." He tugged the strip out of Heero's hands and threw it on the floor. "All we need is the lube."
Heero flushed a little at his soon-to-be-lover's bluntness, but it was important to discuss these things, even if he was embarrassed. "Okay." The reality of the moment was making him a little nervous; taking away the confidence he'd felt earlier. Kissing and groping was one thing, but intercourse was another. He'd read about it between two guys, knew theoretically what needed to be done, but that didn't take away his fear of not satisfying the other boy since he had no practical experience.
"Stop it," Duo said suddenly, running his fingers through Heero's hair. "You'll be fine. In all honesty, I hadn't been with anyone before Cat, and I don't think he had either, so it's not like we've had much, if any, experience outside of our relationship with each other. It's okay for you to be nervous, but don't worry so much about it. I know it's going to be different being with you than it is being with Cat, which is a good thing, because I want to know that I'm with you... just you, Heero... and if you think for one minute..."
Heero interrupted the longhaired boy's reassurances with a kiss. His doubts were still clamoring in the back of his mind, but he pushed them away as he said, "I just want to do this right."
Duo laughed, his gaze warm. "There is no 'right' or 'wrong' way as long as you mean the feelings behind it." He looked at Heero from under his bangs. "The only thing that matters is that we love each other."
"Then I'm as ready as I'll ever be because you know I do... love you, I mean," the dark haired boy replied with a shy smile.
There was noticeable shift in the tensions then. The anticipation was still there, actually growing, but the apprehension began to slowly fade. They didn't want to rush something so important to them, yet passion was building to a level that demanded a release of some kind. Heero gasped as Duo's hand slipped inside his shorts, palming his erection teasingly. When the longhaired boy slid down their impeding clothing, bare skin met, and Heero cried out at the feeling.
"So good," he moaned, moving into Duo's touch as much as he could.
Duo smirked and then took them both in hand, using their moisture to glide over the heated arousals. He just couldn't believe he was actually stroking Heero Yuy. It was an amazing thing just to be in the same bed with him, let alone touching him so intimately. "Oh yeah," he groaned, the pleasure increasing as he pumped them. "Time to take a ride on the Maxwell Express. Next stop is ecstasy."
He wasn't kidding either, Heero realized, as the sensations escalated. The silky hardness against his own, the roughened palm moving over him, and the feel of Duo's hair on his skin, all converged, driving Heero towards an edge he'd never encountered before. Thrusting his hips in time with Duo's movements, he gave himself over to it, and with only a couple more strokes, he threw his head back and came. "Duo! Yes, oh yes, oh yes, oh yes!" he yelled out as warm wetness covered his length and Duo's fingers. His body shook from the intensity of it, and when he felt an answering flood against his tip, he yelled out again, knowing that it was Duo's semen flowing over him.
"Ah, Heero, yeah!" Duo shouted as the pressure built up inside him. The feeling of Heero's seed sliding down his own shaft had been the final stimulation that the longhaired boy had needed. He arched his back, thrusting against Heero as he tensed, releasing against his new lover in what seemed like a never-ending stream of pure bliss. Shaking and weak, he closed his eyes, just allowing himself to enjoy it.
Heero rolled off Duo to lie beside him. He was still trying to catch his breath. When Duo turned over to snuggle against him, he sighed happily. "That was incredible. I never thought it would feel like that, to be touched by someone else." He looked down at Duo, who was resting his chin on Heero's chest so he could look up at him. Violet eyes were shining, encouraging Heero to keep talking. "Even with you... I never dreamed... I never expected you to really want me like this."
Duo scooted himself up until his face was beside Heero's. "How could I not want you, Heero?" He asked as he traced a finger down the other boy's chest. "You're the one person that I've always wanted. Don't you understand just how incredible you are? How you make my heart beat faster just being around you?"
Heero shook his head. "No. I feel so..." He looked away, his face heating up. "Compared to you and Quatre, I'm still just a boy trying to become a man."
Duo kissed him then, long and deep, before saying, "Well, it's time to do somethin' about that."
Heero felt his sated flesh twitch hopefully. "What do you have in mind?"
"How about I ride you until you come so hard you'll be feeling it for days every time I look at you?" The former Deathscythe pilot grinned mischievously.
"Whatever you want," Heero choked out, taken back by Duo's raw sensuality. "I'm in your hands."
"You were," Duo replied cheekily, "but now you're going to be inside me." Before Heero could reply to that, Duo grabbed the lube and flipped it open. "Let's see just how loud we can make each other scream."
Heero smirked, feeling a little more emboldened by Duo's confidence. "Ninmu ryoukai."
Quatre opened the door to his and Duo's room and walked inside, flipping the light on. He hadn't expected his former lover to be there, but Duo's absence was still painful for him. Sighing, the blond made his way over to his carryall to pull out a tee shirt and pajama bottoms to sleep in. He didn't bother with underwear, liking the feel of the soft cotton on his groin. It was Duo's influence, and although he didn't want to think about Duo, Quatre couldn't deny himself this one simple pleasure. He turned out the light and got into bed, trying not to dwell on how lonely it was going to be without Duo there with him. It was impossible though, and he lay awake remembering the feeling of Duo's hair flowing over his skin, the sounds that Duo made while they had sex, and the way Duo's hands felt on his body.
It was inevitable that he became aroused, in spite of his heartache. Duo had awakened the sexual side of him, and the blond knew he'd never be able to go back to the shy, innocent boy he once was. Many things had changed for him, and all of it revolved around the braided boy who had shown him how good it could be with someone he cared about. Now, he would no longer be sharing those things with him. It hurt - oh Allah, it hurt - but he couldn't be selfish, not when Duo's happiness was at stake.
'What about your happiness,' a voice in his head whispered. 'You deserve happiness too. Why are you letting him go so easily? You should fight for him!'
"I can't," Quatre replied out loud. "I can't do that to him. It's not right for him to have to choose like that. He's already suffering, and I won't add to it. I have to let him go, or what I feel isn't really love."
'What if it's just infatuation with Heero? What if it isn't love Duo is feeling? Will you let go then?'
The blond closed his eyes. "I have to let him try. It's the only way. If it's not love then he'll come back to me. I know he will."
'Are you sure?'
Quatre didn't have an answer for that. As he lay there in the darkness, he knew that he had to do something to distract his mind from the ache his thoughts of the other boy had caused. Even though he wasn't able to do anything for his heart, at least he could do something for his body. Slipping his hand inside his pants, he grasped his hardening cock. He liked that word - cock. It was one that Duo had teased him with so many times; asking him if he wanted Duo to stroke his cock, suck his cock, ride his cock. Duo's dirty talk had always turned him on so much, and Quatre's breath hitched as he recalled how detailed the other boy could be, describing all of the things he wanted to do to his blond lover. Quatre let those words and images fill him as his fingers fondled his balls before sliding once more over the hard flesh of his... cock.
"Duo," he whispered. "Duo."
He suddenly had images of the other boy with Heero. He could feel Heero pressing his fingers into Duo to prepare him to be taken. It was like he was right there with them, feeling everything they were. When he realized what he was doing, he tried to let go of the emotional link that he'd unintentionally opened with Duo, but then he seemed to be connected with Heero as well, and sharing this moment with them was just too tempting to pass up since he was so alone. He saw them kiss each other - felt it - as their hands ran over each other's naked bodies. His own hand sped up, the sight of Duo thrusting against Heero's hand in pleasure, and Heero's impassioned gaze watching, making Quatre even harder. The blond gasped as his own finger found its way to his entrance, pushing inside the way Heero's were into Duo. Quatre cried out, adding another finger as he stretched himself, wanting something bigger to fill the emptiness.
Groaning, the blond got out of bed and stalked over to his overnight bag again, determined to enjoy it if he was really going to invade their privacy like this.
'You know it's wrong,' that voice taunted him.
"Fuck off," Quatre snarled as he returned to the bed, pulling off his clothes before lying down again.
"I'm ready," Duo moaned out, as he slammed himself back onto Heero's fingers.
Heero nodded, pulling his hand free. He was now under Duo, which was a disadvantage when Duo grabbed the tube before the former Wing pilot could. "Damn thief's hands," Heero muttered.
Duo laughed. "They're good at getting me what I want."
Heero's face reddened a little. "Good at stealing people's hearts, it seems."
Duo leaned down and kissed him, his hair running over Heero's chest tantalizingly. He knew it was the best thing about him being on top... other than setting the pace. "Yeah, and I'm not one bit sorry either."
Heero's reply turned into a shout as Duo chose that moment to fist his erection, slathering lube over it.
"It just gets better, baby," Duo told him as he positioned himself over Heero. "Your days of sleeping alone are over, Heero Yuy. Your restless nights are gonna go bye-bye. I'm going to make sure you always have something you'll be glad to wake up to, and want to stay in bed for, at the same time."
"Less talk and more action, Maxwell," Heero growled, belying his tone by gently stroking Duo's hair.
'Yep, the hair always gets 'em.' With a wicked glint in his eyes, Duo followed the former pilot's orders by plunging his body down, taking Heero's length inside in one swift motion as Heero yelled out. Duo then smiled. "Oh yeah, 'Ro. I wanna hear a lot of that. Cry to me, baby."
Quatre's breathing increased as he thrust a well-used toy into his opening. "Duo!" He shouted, feeling the other boy slide down onto Heero. Moving his other hand over his cock, he closed his eyes and saw Duo lifting up to only take Heero back inside, the other boy crying out as Duo's body gripped him. "Please, a little longer. Wait for me," Quatre pleaded, not even realizing he was reaching out with his gift, sending his own emotions through the connection. Sometimes he only received images and feelings - other times, he could send them.
Like at that moment.
Duo tensed. He could have sworn he'd just felt... something... familiar. He stopped his movements, trying to puzzle it out. Heero looked up at him, a confused look on his face as well. Duo met his gaze. "I felt... I could have sworn I just heard..."
"I... me too," Heero whispered, a little stunned. "It was like I could feel someone else... with us."
Duo had grown very sensitive living with Quatre. Emotions seemed have some kind of signature, and he recognized the ones he'd felt. He searched the face of the boy beneath him. "I think we need to have a chat with my other lover as soon as we get through." He owed it to Heero to focus completely on him for now.
Heero nodded, not understanding, but trusting Duo. "I think we should." Grasping Duo's hips, he began thrusting again. The tight heat of Duo's body was excruciatingly addictive, and he wasn't looking forward to when he would have to leave it. Closing his eyes, Heero savored the grip of muscle, the slide of flesh, and the breathy groans of the boy rising and falling above him.
"Oh, Heero," Duo panted, losing himself once again. "This feels so fucking incredible!"
"Yes," Heero gasped. "It is."
They rode the tide of passion as it began consuming them in its wake. Duo grabbed his own erection and started pumping. "Yeah, that's gonna be the end of me!" He managed a couple more strokes and then he was shooting white streams between his fingers and onto Heero's stomach. "Uhn, Heero! Come with me, baby. Come with me!"
Heero shouted as he felt the pressure around his shaft increase a moment before Duo was coming, yelling out his pleasure and words of encouragement for Heero to follow. Heero wanted to laugh - like he could keep from coming! He moved his hips in time with Duo's and then tensed. "Duo... Duo.... oh yeah, Duo! Duo! Duo!" Liquid heat poured out of him, filling Duo's passage with warm satisfaction as he whispered one more time, "Duo."
The longhaired boy moved, sliding off of Heero. He smiled smugly at the other boy's cute mewl of protest before slipping off the tie he had around his wrist and pulling his hair back into a messy ponytail. "Gonna have to take another shower now. Got lube and semen all over me and in my hair."
Heero tugged him down against him, the wetness between them making Duo frown even more. "I happen to like having your semen on me," Heero told him fiercely.
Duo chuckled. "You won't be thinking that when it starts to dry. It's itchy as hell. Quatre and I have wipes by the bed, just in case..." Duo faded off, wanting kick himself for bringing up the blond so soon after making love with Heero.
Heero sighed. "Duo, stop worrying about me getting upset over Quatre. We already agreed that we were going to share." The former Wing pilot blinked. Share who exactly - Duo or Quatre? He shook his head. It didn't really matter. "We have to get used to talking about being together, whether the three of us or in pairs." His face reddened. "I think I'll want some time with Cat the same as with you."
Duo grinned. "Cat, hmm? Should I be jealous?" He batted his eyelashes teasingly.
Heero smirked. "No, but I might as well get used to calling him that, right?"
Duo nodded. "Yeah, I guess that's a good idea." He then remembered the feeling he'd had earlier and turned serious. "Heero, I think we need to go and talk to him. What I felt... what we felt before... I..."
Heero frowned. "What? You don't think something's wrong, do you?"
Duo sighed. "No, but if he's done what I think he's done, he has some explaining to do. I've felt something similar a few times when we've had sex, when the emotions were really high. I can't help but think..."
"Let's go."
Quatre tried to slow his breathing down. He'd broken the link as soon as they'd all come. It had been an incredible feeling, yet he was alone again... and sticky. Grimacing, he wished he'd thought to bring the wipes with him. "Have to remember to carry those with me, even if I'm not having sex with anyone."
That thought just led to other more depressing ones, so he got out of bed, picking up his clothes as he went into the bathroom. A quick rinse off in the shower, and he was dressed and under the covers, still replaying what he'd seen and felt. At least he knew that Heero was in love with Duo now. That made it a little easier to give up his lover. Duo had been waiting for so long to have Heero in his life like this, and even if Quatre couldn't have Trowa, it was satisfying to see his lover - his friend - finding what he'd been looking for.
'He had it with you," that insidious voice whispered in his mind again.
Sighing, the blond wondered if he was losing his marbles. "He can't be happy with me. He can be with Heero. Duo and I knew this could happen. We agreed to it, and I'm not going back on my word."
'You should. What does your word mean when you're going to be miserable?'
Quatre felt the tears slide down his face. "I don't know, but it's all I have now."
A knock at the door interrupted his argument with the jealous part of himself. Wiping his eyes, Quatre started to get up and answer it, when the door opened on its own, revealing Duo standing there with his key card in his hand. Quatre felt his face flame as he looked at the other boy, noticing his appearance. Duo's hair was tied back carelessly, his clothes were rumpled, and the sated look on his face was so familiar, it made Quatre want to scream. The blond then saw Heero behind Duo, giving Quatre a wary but upset look. Considering the fact that Quatre had infringed upon their time together, he felt like he at least owed them an apology. There was no way either of them could not know that what he'd done. He had been surprised and embarrassed when both boys had stopped momentarily to take notice of his plea. He had no doubts they were there to make him pay for his breach of privacy.
"Hey, Cat." Duo greeted in a controlled voice. "Been checking up on me?"
Quatre swallowed the lump in his throat. He could feel his former lover's hurt without even trying. "I... I didn't mean to... I was just so lonely... it was an accident... at first... then I... I couldn't...I'm sorry!"
"So it was you that we felt," Heero said, stepping forward. "Why?"
Quatre closed his eyes. "I was remembering how it was with Duo, but then I could feel both of you, and I just wanted... to enjoy it... one more time." He looked at them again. "I didn't mean to intrude. I didn't think either of you would even notice..."
Duo moved toward him, an angry expression on his face. "So that makes it okay? Come on Quatre! It wasn't right and you know it! You said you'd give me a chance. How could you do this?"
"Duo," Heero called as he reached out his arm to block Duo's advancement. Thunderous violet eyes met his own upset blue ones, but he didn't back down. "How would you feel if Trowa had taken him up on his offer, and it was you alone in your room? Wouldn't you imagine how it would be between them? Maybe jerk off thinking about it?" Heero knew he had the truth of it when he looked back at Quatre to see him blushing furiously. Glancing back at Duo, Heero continued, "I know it wasn't right, but try to understand his side of it too."
Duo sighed, the anger dissipating a little at Heero's words. He then looked back at Quatre, seeing his miserable expression, and sighed. "Yeah, okay, I can understand that, but you still shouldn't have done it."
"It won't happen again," the blond answered quietly, as the anguish and guilt overwhelmed him.
"No it won't," Heero reaffirmed as he took a few steps to stand right in front of Quatre. "You're the one who agreed to give Duo up if he managed to get me interested in him. You were the one who was too afraid to tell him how you really felt. If you don't love Duo enough to overcome your fear and fight for him, you don't deserve the kind of intimacy you tried to steal tonight."
Quatre flinched like the other boy had hit him. Then he got angry. "Who the hell are you to know how I feel, Yuy? You're not the one who watched his bitterness grow each day because he was so depressed over not having you! You're not the one who shared your body with him night after night to help take away the pain, baring your soul, knowing you would never be enough! You didn't hand over your heart without even knowing it until it was too late! You weren't the one who just lost every dream you've ever had! You don't know a fucking thing about what I deserve! No matter how he feels, you don't deserve him! He's mine!" Quatre shook with fury, tears running down his face.
Heero chanced a look at Duo and saw his horrified expression. He wished he could let the longhaired boy know what he was doing, but he didn't have time to explain. "Yes, he is... if you're man enough to hold onto him," Heero growled at the blond. He knew what would happen next and was ready for it.
"You insufferable son-of-a-bitch!" Quatre yelled as he lunged at Heero.
Duo stood there, unable to believe what was happening. What the hell was Heero doing? Sure, he'd been livid at his blond lover just moments ago, but Heero had been the one to calm him down and make him see the other side of things. Why was Heero attacking the blond now himself? "Heero!" He called out, but the other boy shot him a look that said 'Trust me and stay out of it'. It didn't make any sense, but he waited to see what this was all about before throttling both his lovers. It was a really hard thing to do as he watched Heero wrestle Quatre down onto the bed.
"Damn you!" Quatre shouted, feeling mortified at being pinned. Apparently he still wasn't strong enough to fight off Heero. The other boy's body pressed down on his, a solid weight of muscle, and Quatre's mind couldn't help but wonder if Duo had been under him like this sometime that night. He cursed himself for even having those thoughts at a time like this, but Heero's body... felt good.
"You're in love with him, aren't you?" Heero grated out. "You want him for yourself, don't you? If you could have your way, Duo never would have been with me, would he?"
Quatre tried to catch his breath, but he was almost hyperventilating as he tried to answer. "No... I wanted him to see if... it didn't matter what I... I knew I could never be what he wants!" He practically wailed.
"And what do you want, Quatre?" The dark haired man asked in a forceful tone. "Answer me!"
"I just... I want him to be happy, but... I don't want to be alone... "
Heero snorted derisively. "Is that all? Is that what you care about, rather or not you're alone?"
"No! I want him! I don't want to be without him! I love him!" The blond yelled. "I've never loved anyone the way I do him," he choked out as all of the fight suddenly left him.
Heero brushed the blond's bangs out of his eyes. "Me neither, Cat, but you've had him all to yourself, and it's time to share. I don't want you to be alone either. I want to feel the same way about you that I do him, but you have to give me a chance and not resent the way Duo's feels about me."
Quatre looked up into blue eyes that were so different than the hard ones from moments ago. "What?"
Heero didn't waste time repeating himself. He leaned down and kissed Quatre instead. At first, the blond didn't respond, so Heero deepened the kiss, thrusting his tongue inside the other boy's mouth. Quatre tasted differently than Duo, but just as sweet and passionate. If Heero had harbored any doubts about whether he could be intimate with Quatre, they were now put to rest. His body began to awaken to pleasure again, and he didn't want to deny what he was feeling. He wanted to give something to Quatre to make the other boy understand that he wasn't being included out of pity, but out of love and respect.
"Duo," he said as he broke the kiss, looking over at his longhaired lover, "tell him how you feel about him."
Duo shook himself out of his shock, still not understanding exactly why Heero had gone through all of that to get them to this point. Sighing, he decided it really didn't matter. He had to tell Quatre regardless of the consequences. "Cat, I love you. I love you so much that I couldn't forget it even when I was with Heero. I blurted it out to him when he told me how he felt about me. I didn't realize how much I needed you until I thought I was going to have to give you up." He paused, trying to put his feelings into words, and finding it difficult for once. He might talk up a storm usually, but expressing emotions was hard sometimes. "I want to stay with you, but I want be with Heero too. Do you... I mean, could you maybe... ?"
Heero looked back down at Quatre. "What he's trying to ask is if you would consider being with both of us. I'm willing. Duo is willing. All that's left is for you to tell us what you want."
"What I want?" Quatre asked softly. His gaze went to Duo. "I just want to be with him... like before."
Heero nodded. "And what about me?" He held his breath, knowing that this was the moment that either their hopes were realized or shattered for good.
Quatre's eyes returned to the boy above him. Could he share Duo with Heero? How would he feel if he had to see them together? He thought back to them making love. He hadn't felt left out until he'd severed the link. If he were with them, knew that they wanted him there, would that make it all right? He looked into those blue eyes again, wondering how they could make this work - wanting to make it work.
Duo shifted from foot to foot in anticipation. Quatre was nothing if not giving, and the blond knew a good deal when he saw one, so he had to realize that this was a win-win situation for all of them. Duo took in his two lovers on the bed, their bodies touching in all the right places, and felt his own arousal begin to return. There was no doubt in his mind where this was going to lead once Quatre agreed to have the both of them. He could hardly wait to be with the two boys he loved... together.
Heero reached out his hand, caressing Quatre's cheek with his fingertips. The blond had always meant something to him. He wanted to find out how much more that something could be. "Well, Cat?"
Quatre looked back at Duo, feeling the other boy's excitement. He closed his eyes, searching for the deeper emotions he needed to find before giving his answer. He smiled when his heart was satisfied and opened his eyes again, meeting blue. "I think there might just be enough room in our bed for one more."
Duo laughed, relieved beyond reason, before throwing himself on the bed with his lovers. "This is gonna be great! Just wait, Cat. If Hilde thought we stayed in bed all the time before, she's in for a big surprise!"
Heero shook his head at his longhaired lover then leaned down and kissed his blond one again. When he pulled away, he was pleased to see longing in the other boy's aqua eyes, though there was trepidation too. He knew what he had to do. "Quatre - Cat - I'd never been with anyone before I took Duo tonight." He paused. "But when it comes to guys like us, there are two kinds of virginity, right?" He looked over at Duo, who was propped up against a pillow beside them, suddenly grinning like a cat with two bowls of cream in front of him, and nodding enthusiastically. Permission obviously given, Heero shifted his attention back to the blond. "I want you to take me, Quatre. Will you be my first that way?"
Duo watched Quatre take in what was being asked of him. How could he refuse? He hoped Quatre didn't think he'd mind. The longhaired boy didn't begrudge Heero offering this to his lover. It actually made him feel even closer to Heero for sharing himself with Quatre so easily. There would be plenty of opportunities for him to take Heero, for Heero to take him, and for them to take Quatre. What was the point of keeping score? As far as he was concerned, he could be content watching them make love for the rest of his life. Well, almost.
Quatre just stared at Heero. His mind was reeling at the turn of events. Within an hour, he'd gone from being alone to having two lovers wanting him. It was almost too much for him. He glanced over at Duo but saw and felt nothing but acceptance and love from him. With Heero's interest pressing against his hip, and Duo's hand playing with his hair, Quatre knew exactly what he wanted, and for once he was going to get it without feeling guilty about it. His eyes filled with a sensual heat that Duo knew all too well.
"I can't think of a better way to spend the rest of the night."
End Part 8
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