Title: Recurring Fantasy
Author: tkmaxwell777 -- tkmaxwell777@hotmail.com
Category: Yaoi
Pairings: 1+2/2x1
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Language, Lemon, Masturbation, PWP, Slight OOC
Archived: Yep! Thanks Lev :)
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or its characters. I simply write fan-girl smut :)
Heero looked at the clock and frowned when he heard the door buzz. Who could that be? He got up and walked over, looking through the peephole to see Duo standing there with an aggravated expression on his face. Carefully opening the door, Heero stepped aside as the braided boy came waltzing into the apartment in a huff. Heero hadn't been expecting him until later.
"I swear, Heero, I'm giving up dating, that's all there is to it!"
Heero sighed to himself shutting the door before turning to see his best friend fling himself onto the couch. "What happened this time?"
Duo snorted. "We were in the middle of dinner when she leaned over and suggested that we get a 'to go' box and have 'dessert' at her place."
"Isn't that why you date in the first place, Duo? I thought you liked having sex."
"Well, I'm tired of that being the ONLY reason why someone wants to be with me!" Duo ground out. "Shit, Heero, it would be nice if someone wanted to get to know me before wanting to fuck, yanno?"
Heero took a deep breath. "Duo, you're the one that always focuses on the physical side of a relationship. You told me yourself that you only date girls who are attractive. What do you expect? If you go looking for someone to sleep with, that's what you're going to find."
Duo shook his head. "But I have been trying to get away from that kind of date, Heero." When Heero gave him a disbelieving look, Duo sighed. "Honest. The last few dates I've had weren't even all that attractive in a physical way. It just doesn't seem to matter. All anyone wants with me is sex."
"I'm sure that's not true, Duo. You just have a way of being sensual without even knowing it sometimes. I'm sure they just respond to your sexuality."
"Yeah, maybe," the braided boy replied, slumping down further on the couch. They sat there for a few moments in silence before Duo sighed heavily. "I just wish I could find someone like you then I wouldn't have this problem. They'd care about me as a friend and we'd screw each other silly."
Problem? Heero sighed to himself. He wished he had that kind of 'problem'. As it was, he'd never had a date like that in his life. "You could always just sleep with me," he replied absently, not even realizing what he was saying until it was too late. He quickly looked at his friend to see the other boy's reaction.
Duo sat there for a moment, apparently too stunned to speak. Finally his violet eyes met Heero's blue ones. "Don't offer unless you mean it," he almost whispered.
Heero felt his heart begin to beat faster. Did that mean...? Could Duo really...? "I mean it," he said softly, keeping his gaze steady so there would be no doubt that he was serious.
They stared at each other for a split second before Duo moved. The braided boy pushed Heero over onto the couch, his body pressing him into the cushions as his mouth began devouring the Japanese boy's lips. Heero moaned into the kiss. He had wanted this for so long, but hadn't thought Duo was attracted to other guys. Duo dated women, right? The proof of Duo's arousal pressing firmly into Heero's hip made him realize the error of his assumption and he began thrusting against the other boy wantonly.
"Heero... want you," came Duo's breathy voice in Heero's ear, verbally confirming the physical evidence.
"Bedroom," was all Heero could manage to say.
They helped each other off of the couch and all but ran to the other room. Once inside the door, Duo began kissing Heero again, leading the other boy backwards towards the bed. When Heero felt the bed meet his legs, he let himself fall onto it, staring up into passionate violet from his prone position.
Duo stood there, his eyes seeming to trace Heero's body like he owned him. "Strip."
Heero groaned and began pulling off his tee shirt. Just thinking about Duo watching him like this made him so hard he hurt. Once he had his shirt off, he unbuttoned and began unzipping his jeans. Duo's eyes regarded him with an intensity that made his hands shake as he pulled the fly open and slid the rough denim down his hips. All that remained was his boxer briefs, bulging with his own physical evidence of desire for the braided boy.
"Touch yourself, Heero. I want to see you slip your hand inside your underwear and stroke your cock."
Heero did as Duo commanded, his hand sliding up and down his hard shaft within the confines of soft cotton. He palmed the tip, spreading the wetness there before continuing with his ministrations.
"Now take them off, Heero. Let me see that hard cock of yours. I wanna see you pump it."
Heero slid the boxer briefs down and threw them onto the floor. His hand found its way back to his erection and began a steady motion. He felt the bed shift as Duo suddenly straddled him. The braided boy reached down and took over rubbing Heero's arousal, his long fingers wrapping around the turgid flesh. Heero moaned again, thrusting his hips up into the delicious feeling.
"Inside me," Heero panted. "Want you inside me."
He saw violet gleam with desire as the other boy removed the hand and reached over to pull open the bedside drawer. Looking inside, Duo smiled roguishly. "My, my, we have quite a few toys, Mr. Yuy. I think we need to 'play' with a few of them."
"No," The Japanese boy replied quickly. "I want to feel your fingers. Please, Duo. Please..."
Duo moaned. "And I want to finger your ass, no doubt about it. All right then... playtime later."
Heero yelled out as a slick finger began circling his entrance. Duo had apparently located the lube while talking. Heero knew the other boy could do just about anything while talking, and this just proved it. His thoughts were interrupted when the finger slid into him, the tip moving in easy circles before thrusting the rest of the way inside to strike his prostate.
"Duo!"
"Mmm... I like hearing you yell my name. Let's see how many times I can make you do that."
Heero cried out again as that other wayward hand was reunited with his cock. This time, the appendage was coated with lube and began stroking him in counterpoint to the thrusts of Duo's finger. The Japanese boy couldn't help but arch into the hand and ride Duo's digit in turns. He was so close. Every other thrust of that finger brushed that nub inside him and he knew he was getting ready to release.
"Do it, Heero. Come for me, koi."
"Duo... Duo... Duo! Duo! Ahhhhh!" Heero screamed as he climaxed, his seed erupting from his shaft to flow over him. His passage tightened around the invading digit as it pressed against that spot a couple more times. He let the wave of pleasure overwhelm him, rushing over his entire body like fire.
Heero struggled to breathe as he opened his eyes, the intensity of his orgasm making him feel weak. He was covered in sweat from the prolonged arousal and subsequent bout of foreplay. Still shaking almost violently, Heero carefully pulled his own finger out of his entrance; wiping it on the towel he had lying on the bed. He was messy, but he'd never felt so good.
The fantasy made masturbating even better.
As he began to regain control, Heero realized that his fantasy was becoming somewhat complicated. It had started out as a simple one, Duo coming over after a date, which happened quite often in reality. From there, Heero had developed it into the discussion on the couch, leading to the offer of sex, and then the actual act. Even that had changed over the past two months. He'd begun with Duo simply stroking him, but after discovering anal stimulation, adding the thought of Duo fingering him had increased the pleasure a hundred fold. Heero did have various toys in his drawer, but hadn't used them yet. He was planning on incorporating them into his fantasy soon.
He felt a little twinge of guilt at using his best friend like this. Of course, it wasn't like it actually hurt Duo or anything. It was just purely fictional, an imagined occurrence that could never really happen in real life. The reasoning he'd used in his pretend conversation with Duo had been real though. Duo dated often and had voiced his displeasure the last time he'd come over about all of his dates just wanting to bed him. Heero wished he could really offer what he had in his fantasy, but he didn't want to lose the other boy's friendship by revealing his feelings. It wasn't that he thought Duo would get angry; he just knew it would change things between them, and Heero didn't want the other boy to be uncomfortable around him. They had been closer since the end of the Mariemaia Incident over a year ago, and Heero didn't want to jeopardize that. Besides, the other part of his fantasy that had been true was that Duo dated women.
Heero sighed. If all he could have was this, he could accept that. Finding out that he enjoyed sexual things had been a discovery within itself, and he was learning more and more about what his kinks were. He just wished he had a partner to experiment with, but the thoughts of trusting a total stranger like that just left him feeling sick inside. No, it was better to do this alone. His heart ached at that thought, but he ignored it and began levering his body up to go clean himself off. That's when he noticed a figure standing in his bedroom doorway. Dark blue eyes widened as violet ones surveyed him intently.
"Duo... I thought you were... didn't you have... you're early," Heero finally managed to get out, his face flush with embarrassment at his current condition. How long had Duo been standing there?
"Actually, I think I'm right on time," the braided boy remarked as he stepped into the room, pulling his shirt off as he did so. "I'm glad I decided to cut my date short."
"Why did you do that?" Heero asked breathlessly as he watched Duo undo his pants and step out of them. He didn't even know if his question was about the date or the undressing. This was becoming surreal.
"Decided I'd rather spend the evening with you instead of getting laid." Duo grinned wickedly as he knelt onto the bed, forcing Heero to lie back down in the process. "Looks like I don't have to choose between the two anymore."
"Duo..." Heero began but was silenced when a hot mouth descended upon his. 'Oh yes, now this is good,' Heero thought as he opened his mouth to accept Duo's tongue. He wound his own around the other boy's, tasting Duo, as Duo tasted him. He didn't think it could get any better until Duo's body dropped to lie on top of his, causing Heero to yell out in pleasure, his cries muffled by Duo's kisses.
Duo pulled away and looked down into hazy blue. "Why didn't you tell me, baka?"
"Because you date women and I'm not one," Heero replied softly, sliding his arms around Duo to pull him closer so he knew it wasn't another fantasy. Actually, it was -- only it was coming to life before his eyes.
Duo sighed. "You really are a baka, Heero. I date both, girls and guys, although I've never actually taken another guy before." He smirked then. "I usually let them take me."
Heero just stared at the braided boy in shock. "You do?"
Duo smiled. "Yeah, but I'd make an exception with you. What do want, Heero?"
Heero closed his eyes for a moment, unable to believe that this was real. "I want you to take me, Duo. I want to feel you thrusting inside me. I want you to come so hard that I can feel your seed fill my passage. I want you to stroke me and kiss me and make me scream your name until I can't anymore."
Duo laughed in delight. "Then let me give you what you want, koi-mine."
Heero moaned as Duo lowered his head to take his mouth again. He felt Duo shift as the other boy searched the sheets and found the lube. In only a few seconds, Heero felt Duo slide two fingers inside him. It was a little uncomfortable at first, but then Duo began spreading the digits, stretching him for something bigger and better. Heero welcomed the sensation knowing he would feel Duo inside him soon.
It didn't take long since Heero had already fingered himself earlier. Heero watched as Duo spread the slick gel over his hard shaft, violet eyes dancing mischievously as he did it. "Do you really want me, Heero? Be sure, because once I take you, you're mine. Shinigami doesn't give back what he takes. You'll be stuck with me from now on if we do this."
Heero looked at the boy he'd wanted for months now and smiled slightly. "Then take me, shi-koi."
Duo growled possessively as he positioned himself and began entering Heero for the first time. The feeling of silken steel pressing into his body made Heero yell out in need. Just the tip had penetrated him, but it was the best thing Heero had ever felt in his life.
"Duo!"
"Yep... wanna hear that a lot. Scream for me, baby!"
Heero did just that as Duo began thrusting his hips, pushing inside a little more each time. Soon, Duo was completely inside Heero, the Japanese boy rocking back against him to get all of Duo that he could.
"Oh yeah, Heero... feels so good. I can't believe I've been missing this... I should 'omae o korosu' you!"
Heero's reply was delayed by a shout as Duo hit his prostate dead on with his next thrust. "Uhn! Duo! Think about... how I feel? I've never been... with anyone... before."
Duo stopped for a moment, Heero moaning in protest, as the other boy looked at him in shock. "Never?"
Heero shook his head. "Never."
Duo leaned down and kissed him softly. "I promise to make it up to you."
"Preferable now, Duo," Heero mumbled as he thrust back against the other boy slightly.
"Okay, koi-mine," Duo grinned. "Hang on... Shinigami is gonna take you for a ride!"
Before Heero could respond, Duo began moving again, causing them both to cry out in pleasure. He then reached down and began stroking Heero in time with his thrusts as he angled his shaft to provide as much stimulation to Heero's sweet spot as possible. The feeling of Duo's hand on him and Duo inside him was a combination that sent Heero over the edge. It didn't take long before he arched his back and screamed, his orgasm ripping through him almost savagely.
"DUO! DUO! Shiiiiiii!" Liquid passion spurted from his convulsing cock, covering Duo's hand. Heero heard Duo shout his name in answering ecstasy, felt the warmth of Duo's seed fill him in a way he'd never known he needed...
...And then there was nothing but darkness.
Heero stirred, feeling the sticky remains of his climax on his stomach and a slight pain in his ass. What had happened? He looked at the clock and saw that two hours had passed since he'd begun masturbating to his fantasy. He remembered climaxing and then... Heero's eyes widened.
Duo.
He looked around the room, but there was no sign of the other boy or that he'd ever been there. Heero frowned, wondering if he was losing his mind. Then he spotted one of his previously unused vibes lying on the bed, slick with lube. What had he done? The soreness definitely could be explained by the phallic device's presence, but still... had he created that whole fantasy and used the vibrator on himself? Was he that into his fantasy that he'd actually believed Duo was there? He began to panic, fearing that he might need psychological evaluation, when movement caught his eye. He looked at the doorway to see Duo standing there, dressed in his clubbing clothes, with a table tray in his hand.
"Hey, next time you decide to have 'play time', you might want to close the bedroom door if you're expecting company. Others might not be as... understanding as I am."
Heero blinked. Had Duo just walked in and found him passed out naked on the bed? His face flamed redder than it had in any of his fantasies, and he looked away. His eyes landed on the vibe and he just wanted to disappear. What did his friend think of him now that he knew how... kinky... he was?
"I'm... sorry. I didn't meant to... I must have blacked out from..." Heero just closed his mouth, unable to provide enough of an explanation without giving away too many embarrassing details.
"It's all right. I just came in when you didn't answer and made myself at home. I didn't enjoy dinner all that much, so I decided to make myself a little snack."
Heero nodded, his mind going in circles. It had all been... a fantasy? All of it? He wanted to cry. Yep, he definitely needed professional help. No more masturbating for him. His fantasy days were over.
"Of course, I'm glad that I walked in on you. Never would have known you wanted me if I hadn't. And I never would have found your toy drawer while you were out cold either... which would have been a pity..."
Heero's eyes flew back to the boy standing there. Duo was smirking, laughter flashing merrily in his violet eyes. It took Heero a moment to realize that Duo had tricked him; the other boy had obviously lubed the vibe himself and left it for Heero to find, knowing what Heero would think when he didn't see Duo in bed with him.
"And you say that *I'm* a bastard," Heero growled, a little angry and a little hurt.
Duo sighed, walking over to him. "I'm sorry, but you have to admit you deserved it just a little bit since you kept this from me, yanno? How long has this been going on anyway?"
Heero looked down at the bed, knowing Duo was at least a little justified in what he'd done. "The masturbation started shortly after the last war. It took me three months to discover that it was the guys that got me aroused and not the girls when I saw them on the videodiscs I'd rented. Four months later, you started to come over after your dates, and I just realized one night that I was attracted to you."
Duo set the tray down beside the bed before sitting. Heero noted that there were strawberries and whipped cream in a bowl, along with pieces of ham and buttery crackers stacked like sandwiches. His attention focused back on Duo when the other boy turned to face him.
"And?" Duo prompted with a raised eyebrow.
Heero sighed. "At first I was appalled at myself for even thinking that way about you. I was upset for another month over it, trying to ignore the way you made me feel, before I reminded myself that I wasn't the only one that found you attractive. I just came to the conclusion that I have good taste."
Duo laughed. "Yes, you do." He leaned over and began kissing Heero's jaw. "And then what?"
Heero shivered. "I-I decided to just enjoy how I felt and I... I began fantasizing... about you."
"Mmm... Which led to what I found tonight?" Duo asked as he nibbled his way down Heero's neck.
"Ahhh, yeah," Heero replied, closing his eyes in pleasure. "Aren't you... going to eat your... snack?"
"Later," Duo whispered, tracing Heero's ear with his tongue.
Heero melted at the sensation. "Later?"
"Oh yeah," Duo replied, pulling away to gaze into unfocused blue. "Right now, I'm going to find out which toy my new lover likes the best."
Heero let himself fall back onto the pillow, joy and anticipation apparent on his face as he spread his legs in open invitation. "I'm all yours, shi-koi."
Duo grinned as he picked up the vibe and fingered it suggestively. "Let's see if we can blow all of those fantasies of yours away, ne?"
All Heero could do was moan in agreement as his recurring fantasy became an unexpected reality.
The End
(:./tk/recfan)
