19 May 2002
Title: Talk About Falling In Love
Author: Katerina Shinigami, Shi-chan (utenakat@yahoo.com)
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Category: POV, shounen ai, fluff?/sap?
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: 1+2+1
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Warnings: shounen ai
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Spoilers: none...
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Note: This is at the request of Kassie ^^ hope you like.
Some people talk about falling in love as if it was something that melted their hearts the first time they looked at one another. Or they just felt a pull to be together... The first time I saw the person I'd fall in love with, he shot me... twice. From day one we were at each other's throats -- definitely not the normal makings of an "involved" relationship. But then again, who said either of us was normal?
It was one of those freak things, you know, those things where one thing leads to another and it's like everything just falls into place? Yeah, well, that's what it was...
"-- could have gotten yourself killed," I grunted at him, glaring for all I was worth. He'd royally pissed me off with his little stunt and I was going to teach him a thing or two about pissing me off.
"Yeah, well, it comes with the job description."
Smart ass. "You disobeyed a direct order, you were not the point man, you were the back up, and you were not needed--" I knew that was the wrong thing to say the instant it came out of my mouth. If there is something Duo hates to be, it's useless... and I'd basically called him just that.
He reeled back, a hurt look on his face before hurt turned to anger and I found myself blinking, stunned from a right hook to the jaw. He's got a good punch, but it is no match for me. I didn't think, I just acted, slamming him against the wall. He snarled and pushed me back, using the wall for more force. We ended up on the floor, him atop me, violet-eyes sparking as he locks his legs around my torso, trying to squeeze me so I cannot breath. Nice try, but doesn't work on me.
"You think you're so much better than all of us," he yelled at me, slamming a fist into my chest. I don't even wince. Instead, I flip us over. My move isn't quite as perfect as I'd liked it to have been and we end up rolling instead of me being over him...
Before we know it our mouths are locked together and we're fighting with our tongues. We stop rolling and I'm laying atop him, grinding my growing erection against his, moaning into his mouth as he moans into mine.
It was like nothing I'd ever felt before, laying on him, our bodies lined up against one another... his slightly smaller form fitting against me so perfectly it was as if he was meant to be there...
We part, mouths swollen from the near violent exchange... In that moment I knew, when I looked at him, when I saw how vulnerable he looked lying there under me... I knew I could never live without him... I didn't know it was love, not at the time... no, I wasn't particularly versed in that field of knowledge, he had to show me that it was love... All I knew was that I wanted to always be by him, to protect him from all those things he didn't even know he needed to be protected from...
From there on out it wasn't like the kind of loves depicted in movies where, once they realize they love each other everything falls into place and they live happily ever after... no there was still a war and we were still the people we were... it was just that... we realized that we couldn't live without one another... the only way I know to explain it is 'true love' or 'soul mates'... we had to be together, but yet it wasn't that mushy romantic 'oh i love you, marry me, kiss kiss kiss' type stuff that movies make it out to be... it was a simple understanding of mutual love and need...
Owari
(:./willow/talk)
