12 March 2001
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: 1x3x2, 5+4 (hinted at)
Type: series, POV, angst?, yaoi, lemon
Disclaimers apply, don't sue.
Note: Ok, this idea was from reading Firelight and my
own discovering. A lot (not all) of the happenings
herein happened in RL (within the last 3-4 years)....
^_^ Nothing too dark (actually just kinda angsty-ish).
I've never been one to flaunt my sexuality or preference. I don't judge others by theirs and rather they not judge me by mine, ya know? Well, I mentioned that the 'shit hit the fan,' well not literally (if anyone had any to throw the ceiling fan was on and buzzin'), but you get the picture. It could be considered my fault, as much of the stuff that happens to me is (this is part of my religion... there's not some devil I can blame for my wrongs. There's no Satan to us, just the Goddess and God. My acceptance of my wrongdoings and their reprecussions is part of the 'Three Fold Law.' Basically, if I messed up, hurt someone or the like, it could and will come back three fold. Do good and it's the same principle). Like I was saying. I caused this, somehow.....
Well, ok... I had a crush on one... two of my fellow pilots.... really I liked all of them, but two of them were already involved (with each other!) so I settled for the threesome idea. I never intended to act on it, just liked to dream about it, ya know? Hey, a guy's gotta have something to dream about! But, yeah, somehow I was found out. Good thing? Bad thing? I'm not really sure.... since currently I'm avoiding them... and they seem to be avoiding me. Ain't that just honky-dorry, bah! So I like boys! Two in particular (four if you count the couple).... and I know that they are interested.... How, you ask? I'm grinning like a maniac, if you can't tell. We~lllll, the Goddess granted me with an abundance of intuition.... kinda like Quatre's empathy, except it works a little different. Most people have it a smiggin'.... it's not uncommon. Back on topic.... I could tell that there were interested, but there was something overriding that attraction.... Fear? Programming? I don't know what, but there it was, keeping them from me! Grrr, this was a pain cause the dreams, graphic as they were, did nothing to ease a growing attraction to them.
Finally, I bumped into one of them.... hell, I sleep in the same room with him (though he hasn't slept in here for a couple of days.... wonder if he's over the initial shock? Or something like that). I had to keep myself from jumping on him then and there and making him take me.... Er, am I getting a little outta hand in my descriptions? No? You want me to be descriptive? Ok.... So, uh, yeah... I had to hold back.... it didn't help that the other walked in just after the first.
So, both Heero and Trowa stood in mine and Heero's shared room. They looked at me, cobalt and emerald searing gazes.... it stole my breath away and I had to concentrate on breathing while being stared down by two exotic beauties.... Breathing technique is another reason I am very grateful for my choice of religion. I can calm my heart beat and breathing fairly easily due to long hours of practice. I grin at them, sitting up on my bed (yeah, I'd been laying down, did I forget to mention that?). "Hiya, Heero! Trowa! What's up?" What's up? Could I have chosen a worse phrase to use? Actually, it turned out a good choice of words....
I found that I needn't have restrained myself (but it was probably a good thing I did), for I found myself pinned to the mattress beneath two hard chiseled bodies. Their hard erections pressing against my thighs. Oooooh, this was good. My mind was consumed and could not fully function as they explored my body. Damn, I'd never felt anything like what they were doing to me. They fought one another for possession of my mouth, exploring then moving to some other area of my body.... hot tongues on my flesh....
I found myself on my feet, pressed between the two of them, Heero pressed against my back and Trowa grinding into me from the front. My arousal twitched feebly inside my shorts as Trowa rubbed his against me and Heero ground into my backside. I felt my shorts ripped from my body, or more accurately the chill of the air as it hit my flushed flesh. Heero stepped away, but immediately pressed back against me... devoid of shorts, so his heated shaft stroked against my crevice tantalizingly. I watched Trowa step back and put on a strip tease that nearly made me cum just watching. His sensuous body rocked back and forth to some melody only he could hear (or could I hear it too? I'm not sure, but if I did, it sure was a sexy tune). His clothes landed in random piles as he tossed them away (he wouldn't be needing them anyway.... not with the night we were gonna have, but I'm getting ahead of myself again). Soon, though (and thank the Goddess for that!), he was pressed up against me once more, teasing my erection with his.
"Nnnnnnn," I groaned as I felt Heero's finger probing my entrance. I was quickly turning into mush (lucky that I had two strong boys holding me up, otherwise I'da ended up on the floor) from the feelings coursing through my body, along my veins and skin. Heero pulled his fingers out of me and replaced them with his engorged cock.... it my eyes could have popped out of their sockets, they would have. (I look back on it now, I think they'd discussed this... planned it so they would save me pain... At that time I thought Heero was huge, but once Trowa took me.... Ok, I'm getting ahead of the story again!) He pressed all the way into me, filling me completely. He reached out and pulled Trowa tighter against me, pulling the green eyed boys face to where he could kiss him. That was fun to watch, them going at it over my shoulder while Heero was beginning to move inside me.... Ohhhhhh..... Just thinking about it again makes me harder than diamond.
As Heero thrust into me from behind, Trowa ground into me from the front, effectively holding me up even if my knees gave out (which they threatened to). So, sandwiched between my two new lovers, thinking that this was what it was like to be in complete communion with the Goddess and God (complete and utter fulfillment and lack of any other desire).... Soon, I was crying out and my seed was spurting against Trowa as his seed coated my lower abdomen and then I felt Heero cum inside me. Exhausted, we sank to the floor, sated and happy.
Later, I woke and decided (since the moon was on the rise) to go for a walk in the woods surrounding the safehouse.... Creeks are a good thing, and fortunate for me I came across one... One thing led to another and I eventually found myself performing a small rite, asking for blessing in mine and Trowa's and Heero's relationship. That done, I wandered back to the house, my soul light.
Life was a joy, pure and bright. That was, until I found out....
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