Title: To Fly On Broken Wings - 13/?
Author: tkmaxwell777
Category: Shonen Ai/Yaoi/Het
Pairings: 1x2x1, Jesse+Cara
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I only own the original characters in this fic... all G-boys belong to those Japanese guys :)
Warnings: Lemon, Rimming, Sap... Um... Slight Bondage... Recreational Use of Parachute Cord?... ;)
Archived: Yep! Thanks Lev :)
Duo followed Heero into the apartment. They had made sure Jesse and Cara made it back to the girl's house before coming home. Duo's eyes hadn't left Heero's ass all the way there, and Heero knew it, purposefully walking ahead of his longhaired lover to entice him. Although their first time with Heero taking Duo had been gentle and loving, Heero wanted Duo to just lose control and take him hard. There would be time for more tender affections; Heero needed Duo to pound him into the mattress.
Heero became puzzled when Duo didn't pounce on him immediately, choosing to walk into the kitchen without even speaking instead. When Duo didn't appear after another ten minutes, Heero decided to find out what was going on. Duo hadn't seemed upset or anything when they'd left the club. He didn't know why the longhaired boy would just disappear like that when Duo knew what they had planned for the evening. Sighing to himself, Heero walking into the kitchen. When he'd cleared the door, he was surprised when he felt the barrel of a gun pressed into the small of his back.
"Don't struggle. I'd hate to have to hurt you," came a familiar voice, harsh and breathy in Heero's ear. "I've been waiting for you to get home. Did you know that I was watching you all night?"
Heero felt his pulse begin to race. They had talked about role-playing before, long before the little teasing bit Duo had already done just that evening, but they had never actually done anything like this. He wondered idly if Duo really had a gun on him; Heero knew if he did, it was empty. Duo would never put his life in danger, yet the thrill of the unexpected was still there even if the gun wasn't loaded.
"What do you want?" Heero asked, feeling exhilaration from what was happening.
Without answering Heero's question, Duo forced him out of the kitchen, towards the bedroom, pushing insistently all the way. He had concocted the scenario as he'd watched Heero's tempting sway all the way home. The kidnapping idea had developed into a much more complicated scene; Duo couldn't wait to enact it, knowing Heero would be fascinated with the whole concept. Over the past week, Duo had discovered that Heero was even kinkier than he was. Stopping in the middle of the room, Duo spoke again, his tone holding a slightly menacing air to it.
"Remove your clothes... slowly. Do not turn around. I want to see that lovely ass of yours as you bare it."
Heero complied, unbuttoning his shirt with great care, letting it slide over his shoulders smoothly before pooling behind him. He let the sound of the zipper on his leather pants rasp one tooth at a time. He could hear Duo's breathing increase and smiled since he knew the other boy couldn't see him; it wouldn't spoil the illusion. Carefully, he slid his thumbs inside the pants and pushed them down, over his buttocks first, letting them catch on his growing arousal for a moment, before bending to roll them down his legs.
Duo reached down to touch his erection through his jeans. The sight was so incredible; Heero Yuy bent over, removing his pants, ass completely naked, legs slightly spread. Duo tried not to come right then and there. He stilled his hand as Heero straightened back up, kicking his shoes, socks, and pants away.
"Center of the bed, on your knees," Duo commanded.
Heero moved over to their bed, getting into the position requested. He spread his legs and sat back on his haunches, waiting for further instructions. When none came, he started to turn around.
"Keep your eyes on the wall."
Heero looked straight ahead, listening, as Duo seemed to be rummaging around for something. He couldn't imagine what his 'kidnapper' could be searching for. Finally, he heard a pleased sound come from behind him then felt a dip in the bed as the other boy approached him. His arms were pulled behind him, and Heero wondered idly what the slightly silky material was that was being used to tie his hands.
"To make sure you don't try to escape," Duo purred, licking Heero's ear.
"Please... take anything you want. Just don't hurt me," Heero said softly, feeling a shudder go through him at the idea of actually being in such a situation as this. Even though he could break free, he pretended that he couldn't, and it was turning him on to think of being so helpless. He didn't even wonder what had happened to the gun; it wasn't important anymore anyway.
"I won't hurt you as long as you do as I tell you," Duo promised. "But I have to tell you that I plan on fucking you until you beg me to let you come."
Heero shivered. He had no doubt that Duo would do it too. The anticipation was building even more from those words, and Heero was fully hard, his erection throbbing already. Duo must have sensed him shifting his legs further apart, because the longhaired boy reached around and slowly pumped Heero's arousal a couple of times, causing Heero to cry out.
"Ahhh!" Heero refrained from calling Duo's name, wanting to play along with his creative lover.
"You like that?" Duo asked him huskily. "I bet you'll like what I'm going to do to you even more."
Moving off the bed to take in the sight before him, Duo groaned silently. Heero looked amazing. Naked, tied up, and extremely hard, he was the most beautiful thing Duo had ever seen. He removed his own clothes quickly, not knowing how much longer he could hold back. He wanted to bury himself inside that tight body, to claim Heero for his own the way Heero had claimed his just the night before. He could hardly wait to feel that silken heat.
"From the moment I saw you, I knew I had to have you," Duo informed the boy on the bed. He was really starting to get into the act. "I couldn't take a chance that you would refuse me. By the time I'm done with you, though, you won't be able to ever say no."
Heero felt Duo position himself behind him again on the bed. He could tell that Duo was enjoying the game they were playing. Wanting to add to the excitement, he replied shakily, "I don't even know you. Please don't do this to me. I've... I've never been with anyone like that... please..."
Duo smiled. He'd known Heero would go along with him, but he'd never thought his dark-haired lover would actually play the part so well. Desire coursed through him, and he pressed his erection against Heero's cleft, rubbing it sensually between those round cheeks.
"I have to do this to you. I can't think about anything but thrusting into you." It was the truth; Duo wanted this more than anything else, and his mind was focused intently on the pleasure they would have.
Duo stretched around Heero to reach under his pillow, allowing his body to brush all along Heero's side while he did it. Grasping the Astroglide hidden there, he pulled the pillows towards them, positioning them in front of Heero. He moved behind Heero again, and then placed a hand on Heero's back, pushing forward. Heero bent over, trying to keep his balance since his hands were of no use to him. He managed to lower himself, the side of his face resting on the mattress. It would have been painful if not for the pillows raising him up off of the bed. As it was, the strain was relieved, leaving him comfortable despite his awkward position.
Duo coated his fingers quickly, his self-control fading at the vision of Heero's bared ass raised in offering. Leaning over, he placed a kiss on one cheek, reveling at the sharp intake of breath from the other boy. Encouraged, Duo began kissing from that cheek over to the other, stopping to lick playfully at Heero's cleft. The dark-haired boy was groaning and trembling uncontrollably by the time Duo reached the other side. Pulling back slightly, Duo used his un-lubed hand to spread Heero apart, exposing his tight entrance. Before Heero knew what was happening, Duo leaned forward, licking the tight ring of muscle.
"Nnnn!" Heero yelled out, the feeling unbelievably intimate and erotic as Duo began to thrust his tongue into his opening. He didn't know what excited him more, the fact that Duo was rimming him, or the fact that Duo was rimming him while he was restrained. Heero decided it didn't matter; it was fucking incredible!
"Mmm..." Duo moaned. "You taste so good."
Heero cried out again as Duo began undulating his tongue, thrusting it in and out of his body, as he drove the former Wing pilot insane with pleasure. He was moaning almost continually as Duo fucked him with his tongue. Heero didn't know how much more he could take. His arousal was already painful from the stimulation. He knew Duo had to be just as hard.
Duo let his tongue move over the slick muscle, enjoying the flavor that was uniquely Heero. The intensity of the act they were sharing was amazing. He'd never felt so close to someone before. He knew this was the next step in their relationship, the next level of intimacy. The trust Heero was exhibiting by being tied up and playing along didn't go unnoticed either. Duo felt a wave of love crash over him as he moved away to begin preparing the other boy for their joining.
Heero felt a slick finger press into his entrance, already moistened from Duo's oral attentions. It was a little uncomfortable at first, but he tried to relax, knowing it would help. He felt Duo lean over him, kissing his back, the other boy's long hair trailing over his skin like a silken caress. He began to push back against the intruding digit, wanting to feel Duo inside him instead.
"Impatient, are we?" Duo teased, loving how responsive Heero was to his touch. He added another finger, spreading them to stretch the opening. Searching with his index finger, he found Heero's pleasure nub.
"Ohhh!" Heero jerked from the stimulation, his body going rigid then relaxing back into the pillows.
Duo smiled. "Have I convinced you that you want me yet?"
Heero groaned, amazed that Duo was still immersed in his role. He wanted to do the other boy justice. "I... please... I need..."
"What do you need?" Duo asked as he inserted the third and final finger, thrusting all of them in and out forcefully, touching that special spot each time.
Heero couldn't take it anymore. "You! I need you! Please... please take me. I want you inside me!"
Duo growled possessively in response. That was what he had wanted to hear. Pulling his fingers from Heero's body, he grabbed the tube and lubricated his pulsing erection. He didn't want to take Heero from behind, even though the scene would have allowed for it. He wanted to see Heero's face. He untied the bindings, helping Heero to sit up, and then turned him around to face him. Without uttering another word, he lifted the Japanese boy to straddle his thighs.
Heero had never thought that Duo was weak, but the strength the other boy was using now took his breath away. Even though his hands were no longer bound, Duo had moved so quickly, Heero hadn't had time to help his lover. He wrapped his newly freed arms around Duo's neck, the feeling of vulnerability still remaining from before. As he moved closer to the longhaired boy, he cherished the fact that he could trust someone so completely, to not be afraid of letting him have control. He closed his eyes as he felt Duo nudge his entrance.
"Look at me," Duo demanded, his voice thick with passion. When Heero complied, Duo's breath caught. The intensity in those dark blue depths was stunning. He dropped the role he had been playing, wanting it to be just him and Heero while he took him. "I've loved you for so long, I can't even remember what it felt like not to love you. Give yourself to me, Heero. I want all of you."
Heero felt the tears fill his eyes, and forced them back. All pretenses gone, he looked into those beautiful violet depths and felt his heart take wings, just like it had earlier that evening. "I've never belonged to anyone else," he said softly, burying his hands in the other boy's hair. "I've always been yours, even when I didn't know it. You already have all of me, Duo. Body, heart, and soul... you own me."
"Then let me take what's mine," Duo replied, a fierce light in his eyes. He reached out, taking hold of Heero's hips as he thrust upwards, the tip of his arousal pressing into his lover's tightness. He wanted to go slow, to not hurt Heero, but it seemed the other boy had different ideas. Before Duo could stop him, Heero lifted then slammed down onto Duo, taking his erection to the hilt in one swift motion.
"Shit!" Duo exclaimed, taken by surprise, the incredible heat and pressure almost sending him over the edge immediately. He looked at Heero, who was panting with tears leaking from the corners of his closed eyes. "Don't move, Heero."
Heero opened his eyes again, the pain clearing from them. "Sorry. Just didn't want to wait anymore."
"You idiot, I didn't want to hurt you!" Duo said as he tried to regain some measure of control. "And you almost made me climax."
Heero smirked. "The role playing a little too much for you to take, koi?"
Duo growled. "You were the one begging, remember?"
Heero moved his hips, causing Duo to gasp. "Oh yes, I remember. Now, how about you, what was it you said, fucking me until I beg you to let me come?"
Duo couldn't help but grin. "Mission accepted." Before Heero could retort, Duo grabbed his cheeks, spreading him further as he snapped his hips upwards.
"Yes!" Heero cried out, the feeling of being filled overwhelming the initial pain of entry. He used his hands to brace himself on Duo's shoulders as he lifted up a little to drop back down into Duo's next thrust. The resulting pleasure had both boys shouting.
"Oh, Heero, you feel so fucking good!" Duo exclaimed as he began thrusting into Heero at an even pace.
"Nnn... Harder, Duo! I need it harder!" was Heero's response as he moved in time with his lover.
Duo laid Heero back on the bed, changing the angle of penetration. With a ruthless determination, he began pounding into the dark-haired boy, eagerly complying with Heero's request. He was soon hitting Heero's prostate with every thrust, causing Heero to yell out with abandon. Heero felt everything but the raw primal need to come fall away from him. He gave into each emotion, each bit of ecstasy taking him farther and farther into the haze of pleasure.
"Duo... I... I need... please..."
Duo understood completely. He was quickly approaching the chasm himself. Running his hand up Heero's thigh, he made his way to Heero's hardened shaft. Taking it in his hand, he began stroking, letting his thumb smear the wetness over the head.
"Duo!" Heero arched off the bed.
"Let go, baby. Let it all go."
Heero looked into those loving violet eyes and surrendered. "Ahhhhhhhhhh!" Tensing, he felt the waves of pleasure flow through his body to meet in his groin. His essence pulsed out of him, each spasm releasing more as he shook from the intensity of it. He felt like he was weightless, totally free and uninhibited. Vaguely, he heard Duo yell out as the other boy found his release, his seed filling Heero with its soothing warmth.
Duo watched Heero's face as he came, marveling at the completely unguarded expression he saw there. He knew at that moment that Heero had given all of himself. That knowledge took Duo right over the edge as much as Heero's tightening body. With one more thrust into that exquisite heat, Duo threw his head back and screamed in ecstasy.
"Heeeeeerooooooo!" He felt like each stream of his heated passion marked the boy beneath him even more. The pleasure coursed through him as he emptied himself into Heero's willing body, as he gave part of himself to the boy he loved. His climax finally faded, and Duo collapsed on top of Heero, shaking and sated; he didn't even have enough strength to move.
Heero smiled, running his hands through Duo's hair again. He felt so relaxed, so completely and utterly content. He winced as he felt Duo slide out of him, missing the feeling of completeness already. He was glad when Duo made no effort to roll off of him. Duo's weight was dismissible in light of how good the other boy still felt against Heero's body.
"I'll move when I can," Duo mumbled, seeming to be thinking along the same lines.
"I wish you never had to move," Heero admitted, his arms going around Duo to pull him even closer.
Duo laughed. "Sometimes you are so romantic and don't even know it, koi."
Heero smiled. "And sometimes you are so captivating that I can't help myself."
Duo managed to raise himself up to look at his lover. "I love you too damn much, you know that, right?"
Heero rolled them over onto their sides. "Yes."
Duo became serious. "What did I ever do to deserve you? I keep asking myself how it's possible that you want to be with me. I keep telling myself that you won't go away, yet inside, I still worry that one day you'll realize that I'm not what you think I am."
Heero stroked his lover's cheek. "What are you?"
Duo took a deep breath. "A street rat, a thief, a rebel..."
"A lover, a fighter, a friend, a companion, an artist, a dancer, a clown..."
"No, that's Trowa's gig," Duo interrupted, only to receive a withering look, before Heero continued.
"Duo, I see all of the amazing things in you where you seem to only see the things you used to be."
Duo thought about that and had to admit it was true. He no longer was on the street, he no longer stole, and he certainly wasn't a Gundam pilot anymore. "But all of those things helped make me who I am."
Heero smiled. "That's right. They helped make you the wonderful person you are, just like my training and lack of emotional ties shaped the person I've become. I may not like how I used to be, but without what happened to me, I wouldn't be who I am right now."
"So, in other words, I'm stuck with you because you accept my past and refuse to dwell on my faults?"
Heero smirked. "Yes, I think that pretty much explains it."
Duo sighed. "Okay. I have to believe you because my heart won't let me even consider the alternative. I just want you to remember what you just said when I'm bitchin' about you spending too much time on the computer, or about how you need to go out more, or about the fact that you won't eat potato chips..."
Heero leaned over and silenced his lover with a kiss. Duo sighed when their lips finally parted. They lay there, snuggled against each other, the warmth and security enveloping them as their arms enveloped each other. Duo was almost asleep when Heero suddenly spoke.
"What was it you used to tie my hands?"
Duo grinned up at his Japanese lover. "Parachute cord."
Heero laughed. "Well, I guess if you're going to fly, that would be appropriate, ne?"
Duo's eyes widened for a moment, realizing the irony of it before he laughed too. "I guess so."
Heero's blue eyes suddenly danced with mischief. "Want to see how it feels?"
Duo felt himself begin to harden at the suggestion. "Can I be the cabin boy, and you be the pirate?" he asked breathlessly.
Heero's response was to roll the other boy over onto his stomach, whispering in his ear seductively, "I see you're new to the ship, boy. I think I need to show you your place while onboard." As Heero reached for the cord that was lying beside the bed, his longhaired lover decided that they definitely needed to get some light bondage paraphernalia.
Cara sat down on the couch with a heavy sigh. "I wonder where my brother is?"
Jesse shrugged. "Maybe Wufei is having a hard time calming him down. Don't worry, I'll wait with you until he gets home to see if the state of mind he's in is reasonable."
Cara leaned over and kissed him lightly, her face tingeing pink. "Thank you."
Jesse grinned. "No problem."
Heero and Duo had walked them home, making sure they'd arrived safely. Cara had changed into a tee shirt and sweats, wanting to get out of her 'clubbing clothes'. She'd tried to get Jesse to borrow some of Todd's clothes so he could get comfortable, but he'd declined, claiming that Todd seeing him in them would only infuriate the blonde even more; Cara hadn't argued with him. She'd brought a blanket with her from her bedroom so they could wrap up in it. Although the heat was on, it was still a tad bit chilly in the living room. Cara spread it out over them both, and then smiling shyly, leaned against Jesse while she pulled it up around herself. Jesse brought his arm behind her, hugging her closer to his warmth.
"This is really nice," Cara said softly, snuggling against Jesse's chest.
"Yes, it is," he agreed, letting his head drop to rest on top of her blonde hair.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, Jess," she apologized. "I just wasn't brave enough to face Todd. At least, not until Heero came along. The way he and Duo love each other just made me realize that I had something just as strong if only I would let it happen."
Jesse sighed heavily. "I thought you just saw me as a friend, that you couldn't feel that way about me." He pulled away so he could look into her beautiful blue eyes. "I'm so glad I was so wrong."
Cara grinned at him. "Me too." She looked up into Jesse's dark blue eyes and felt like she'd found her home finally. Her parents' deaths had left her feeling so lost, but his constant friendship and love had been what had seen her through those hard times. Even with his loss, he had tried to comfort her, placing his feelings aside. Her feelings for him had grown from friendship to a crush to being in love. It had been a natural progression, and one she was thankful for now that she knew what it was like to enjoy it.
Jesse reached out and caressed Cara's face. She had washed off all of her makeup, had on baggy sweats, and her hair was up in a ponytail, but she never looked more beautiful. He wanted to wake up to her face every morning, to fall asleep with her in his arms every night, to spend every moment he could for the rest of his life loving her. He was drawn to those inviting lips, and he could not resist the temptation to taste them again. Lowering his face to hers, he captured them in a slow gentle kiss. As their mouths moved against each other's, he pulled her hair down, burying his hands in the soft tresses. When they parted, their hearts were beating wildly at the wonderful feeling they had just shared.
"We need to take this slow, Cara," Jesse breathed, inhaling her scent. "I want to touch you, but I don't want to rush us. I want this to last."
"So do I. Like I told Heero and Duo, I still have another year of high school, and you still have college. I want us to enjoy being together, but I don't want to do anything that will mess this up. This is too important, Jess."
Jess smiled. "Yes, it is."
Cara laid her head back against his chest. "I love you, Jesse Talbot."
Jesse closed his eyes, savoring the sound of those words. "And I love you, Cara Morgan."
With a contented sigh, the blonde closed her eyes, letting the evening's events fade into the background, focusing on the steady beat of the heart of the boy she loved. It didn't take long for her to fall asleep.
Jesse sat there, holding the most precious thing in the world to him in his arms. He didn't know what would happen when Todd got home. They were probably tempting fate by even being on the same couch, let alone sharing a blanket, but Jesse was not going to deny Cara the comfort she needed just because Todd didn't understand. There had been a time when Todd had been civil, almost affectionate towards him, kind of like he thought of Jesse as a little brother; to have Todd change because of the tragic accident had been hard on Jesse. He'd missed their games of basketball, the times they used to go to the library, even the nights they'd all had dinner together before their parents had died. Jesse didn't know how, but there had to be a way to get that back.
"Maybe he just needs to know that I care about him too," Jesse mused out loud.
"Mmm?" Cara muttered in her sleep.
Jesse chuckled. Placing a pillow from the couch on his lap, he pulled Cara down to lie there. His hands went to her hair, caressing it like he had longed to so many times. As he watched the girl he loved sleep, he decided that no matter what happened with Todd, he would never let Cara go. The woman in her needed the man in him. For her, he would be anything she needed.
End Part 13
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