Archive: GW Addiction
Category: Yaoi, Angst, Sap?
Rating: PG/PG-13
Pairings: 1x2
Notes: Maybe a bit confusing and off the wall, but I think I am gonna write a prequal fic to this one... maybe.
Part 1: Secret Confession
He doesn't know it yet, I don't know if he ever will. I love him. Yes, it is probably a one sided love, but if I could just... I don't know, tell him somehow. I ramble on about nothing at all. Just talking to get a rise out of him. His glare, it sets me on fire. His cold gaze tells me that he could never care for me. Baka, I am such an idiot, pining over something that could never be mine. He has Relena, she shows him just how completely she loves him. His soft glances at her tell me that I could never claim him for my own. Heero...
Part 2: Confusion
He thinks I don't know. I hear him sometimes at night, crying softly. He thinks he is weak, but expressing emotion does not make one weak. Even if it is crying.
The braided boy's crying over me. I just know it, the way he talks; the mumbled sentences that he thinks I don't hear. He likes me, but he thinks I don't feel the same. He's right, I hod feelings for another smiling face. Or do I? I pine over _him_ knowing he is won already. He already has a beloved. Maybe I see Duo in him? They are alike, both smiling, both sweet as morning dew.
Maybe I do hold the same feelings for Duo, but I let myself realize it in Quatre. This is confusing. I think I have always felt for Duo and only realized it when I saw him reflected in the blonde pilot of Sandrock. I don't know.
Yes, you do, I tell myself unconsiously. Maybe it's the look in his eyes when he looks at me, that confirms my musings. He is the one I love.
Part 3: Words Don't Come Easy
He's looking at me, his gaze is soft. Why? He must be thinking of his love. I'm just in the way of oblivion, where his gaze ends. Ah, I try to talk to him, but words won't come. This is a first in a long time. I want to tell him, but I fear rejection. His eyes focus... on me. Here it comes, he's gonna yell at me for staring.
The object of my affections is walking over to me. I brace myself, I know that I deserve to be hit. I know annoying him causes me pain, but it's worth it to feel his touch, even if it is a steel punch.
Instead of hitting me, he kneels infront of me and begins to open his mouth to speak. My body takes over, I kiss him quickly then scramble back to avoid the full brunt of his fury. To my surprise he smiles. Heero smiled! At me...
Part 4: Breaking the Ice
I walk over to him and kneel to speak, instead I find that my suspessions are correct to the nth degree. He kisses me, a quick nip. Then he srinks back on the bed, fearful of what I might do next. I smile.
He looks confused. I take that as an offer, I lean in and kiss him passionately. When we break, breathless, I speak, "I know..." With those simple words he melted into my arms spilling words that he'd longed to say for the longest time, but feared my reaction.
I hold him now, he is mine though not. I do not profess to posess such beauty, but he is more like attached to me. He tells me so time and again.
Part 5: Love - Mutual Want
"Duo?"
"Hmmm..." he bats long lashes framing violet eyes.
"Do you love me?"
Duo blinked, "Yes, I do love you, Heero... I believe I have since the time we met..."
"I love you too, Duo."
".....love," he murrmed as he drifted into a sweet sleep, wrapped in strong, gentle arms.
OWARI
Dunno why I wrote this. This is what happens why my good muse is on Spring Break...
Hummingbird
(:./willow/begi)
