12-Aug-2000
Over on the 1x2ML mailing list, there was a vote for the kinkiest place for Heero and Duo to have sex. Well, the winning place was a confessional at church, and here is the first part. I have never even been in a Catholic church, haven't been in any church more than maybe twice, so forgive me if I get some details wrong. Oh, and if sex in a church offends you, don't read.
Title: Forbidden Confessions
Author: Jade
Pairing: 1x2
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: yaoi, lemon, PWP
Disclaimer: Don't own the G-boys
Heero looked up from his laptop as Duo tried to slip out the door unnoticed. He couldn't escape the Perfect Soldier's attention, though, and Heero tracked Duo's progress silently. Heero wondered briefly where the American pilot was going. It was none of his business, but Heero couldn't help wondering. He tried to tell himself that he wondered out of concern for the mission, but he had stopped trying to lie to himself a long time ago. Heero shut his laptop with a sigh and slipped out after Duo.
Outside the safehouse, Heero picked up Duo's trail easily. The braided boy was trying to be inconspicuous, but with his beauty and that hair, Duo was unmistakable. Heero followed, just far enough back to escape Duos notice. Duo was good, but he was better. Duo slipped down alleys, over fences and through abandoned buildings. Heero could have told himself that he tracked Duo to keep his tailing skills honed, but that also would be a lie.
The boy who called himself Shinigami paused outside a large, ornate building, looking up at it with what looked like apprehension. Heero recognized it as a Catholic Church. Duo seemed to make up his mind and he went inside. Heero followed carefully. He knew of Duo's past, but he had never seen the boy go into a church. Heero briefly wondered again what he was doing, following Duo like this, but he realized he couldn't help himself. He was obsessed with his partner, and quite possibly in love with him. He was definitely deeply in lust. Heero, the Perfect Soldier, did everything perfectly, and true to form, he was now perfectly stalking Duo.
Duo seemed to make up his mind and entered the church. Heero waited briefly and followed. As Heero entered the building, he paused to let his eyes adjust. He spotted the braided boy slowly making his way toward the front of the church. Heero watched Duo kneel and make the sign of the cross. Heero knew he was intruding on a private moment and he should leave, but once again he couldn't help himself. Despite the image the American projected, of being open and cheerful, Heero really knew very little about him. Although Heero knew Duo would never return his feelings, Heero was still fascinated by him and would do anything to learn more about him, and be near him. He always arranged for them to share a room, and put them together on missions whenever possible, so he could protect Duo. Though Heero knew his feelings for Duo wouldn't be reciprocated, and Duo would never even know how he felt, Heero contented himself with watching over the longhaired boy. And his dreams were almost vivid enough to make up for it. Almost.
Luckily, Heero nearly always woke before Duo, so he could get rid of the evidence of his lustful dreams about his partner. Evidence such as wet sheets, or a painful erection.
As Heero watched Duo, he heard voices approaching and ducked into a shadowed corner. Two priests were discussing the fact that they couldn't take confession for a while due to some situation Heero couldn't hear. This gave Heero an idea; he could hide in the confessional and observe Duo, since no one would be in it.
Heero waited until the priests were gone, and, using all his considerable training, made his way silently to the confessional. Going through the center door, he found himself in what appeared to be the priest's area. There were two chairs, one near the screen into the confessor's area. Heero presumed this was where the priest sat when hearing the confessions. He went to the front to see if he could get a view of Duo, but was frustrated to find there was no window. As he was about to try the other room, to his horror he heard someone enter the confessional!
Heero froze. He was about to sneak out of the small room when he heard a very familiar voice.
"Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned," began the voice that haunted his dreams. Heero's heart hammered in his chest. He knew he should leave immediately, or confess his deception, but he found he couldn't move or speak.
"It has been... uh, 3 years since my last confession," Duo continued. Then he seemed to pause, waiting.
Heero desperately reviewed everything he knew about Catholicism, and decided a neutral response would suffice. Summoning up his skills again, he mimicked the voice of one of the priests as best as he could, and replied, "Go on, my child."
Duo seemed to accept this, and went on softly, so softly that Heero had to sit in the chair and lean forward to catch his words. "I have had... impure thoughts. About a friend," Duo nearly whispered.
Heero's heart raced. Could it be? He must mean Hirde, Heero thought.
Duo continued, "I have had these thoughts about... this person since we met. I have thought about... touching this person. I've never acted on it, because... " Duo trailed off.
Heero nearly said something else, but then Duo started talking again, sounding miserable, "The problem is... this person is another boy," Heero broke into a cold sweat. "I know that's a sin, too, but I can't help it. He's all I think about." Duo seemed to have found his voice, because he went on, rapidly. "He's beautiful and strong, and brilliant, the most amazing person I've ever met." Heero sat, unable to speak, as Duo said the words he longed to hear, "I can't help it. I'm in love with Heero."
Heero's hands gripped the arms of the chair so hard they nearly broke. Duo went on, "I'm not sure why I'm here, father, because I can't stop loving him and dreaming about being with him. All the Hail Mary's in the world won't make me stop," Duo said defiantly. "I've had impure thoughts about... being with him."
At these words, Heero felt himself harden. Duo thought about him too? Heero's feelings were returned? Heero's mind reeled, but his body knew exactly what to do. He threw open the screen between them and said quickly, before Duo could react, "I love you, too, Duo!"
Taking advantage of Duo's shock, Heero was out the door and in Duo's cubicle before the braided boy could close his mouth. Duo scrambled to his feet and stared in shock at Heero. The two boys regarded each other in the small space, barely able to hold both their small frames.
Duo seemed about to say something, then without warning he threw the hardest punch he could manage, straight at Heero's face. "Bastard!" he hissed as he swung.
Heero saw the punch coming, and could have easily dodged or blocked it. However, he did neither, and let Duo hit him. He deserved it, for intruding on his privacy.
Duo stared at Heero, who was barely moved by the force of the blow. A small trickle of blood, however, showed at the corner of Heero's mouth, evidence of Duo's anger. Duo launched himself at Heero again, but this time the cobalt-eyed boy blocked the blow, and caught Duo's hands easily. Duo struggled, trying to get free and hurt Heero, but Heero held him with little apparent effort.
"You asshole! Fuck you! Let me go!" snarled Duo, futilely fighting against Heero's superior strength.
In answer, Heero just held Duo more tightly and drew him closer. Duo continued to struggle. Heero whispered in his ear, "I love you, Duo. I'm sorry."
Duo sputtered, "What the hell were you doing? Following me? Why?"
Heero hung his head, "I shouldn't have, I'm sorry. But I was jealous. I thought you were meeting someone. You looked so secretive."
"Jealous? You?" Duo asked incredulously. Heero nodded. "Of who?" Heero shrugged. "There's no one else, baka! There never has been," Duo looked down.
"Never?" It was Heero's turn to be incredulous.
"Never," whispered Duo. "Not even a kiss."
"How could someone so beautiful remain untouched?" wondered Heero.
"If you're trying to flatter me so I won't be pissed off at you any more," Duo began, "I think it's working."
Duo looked at Heero, who was still holding on to him. "You can let go now, Heero. I'm not going to hit you again."
"Maybe I don't want to let you go," Heero answered.
"Then don't," answered Duo, and moved closer to Heero. Heero moaned as he felt the braided boy press against him. "Happy to see me, Heero?" Duo smiled as he felt the other boy's hardness against him.
"Not as happy as I'm going to be," Heero growled in Duo's ear as he ground his spandex-clad erection against Duo's equally hard bulge.
"Oh, really," Duo managed to say. "You think I'm that easy, do you?"
In answer, Heero ground his hips against Duo again, moving in small circles. Duo moaned and thrust back involuntarily. Heero said, "No, you're not easy. You're mine."
"Oh god, Heero," Duo panted, "You're gonna make me come in my pants if you keep doing that."
"This is just the beginning. I've spent so many nights dreaming up things to do to you," Heero whispered, his sultry voice dripping with promise.
Duo moaned, the combination of Heero's words and actions driving him closer to the edge.
Heero let go of Duo's hands, and moved his hands up to gently cup Duo's face. Staring deep into the violet eyes that held his heart, Heero asked, "Duo, may I kiss you?"
Duo felt as if his heart might burst any minute, but he managed to say, "Oh, yes, Heero."
Heero closed the small distance between their mouths and softly touched his lips to Duo's. Incredibly yielding softness met his mouth as Duo opened his mouth to his. Ever so slowly, Heero brushed his tongue against Duo's lips, teasing them open farther. At the same time, Heero dropped his hands from Duo's face, running them softly down Duo's body and coming to a rest on Duo's slim hips.
Duo raised his arms and wrapped them around Heero's neck as he melted into his first kiss. Time stood still and breathing was forgotten as the two boys tasted each other for the first time.
End Part 1
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