30-Nov-2000
Let's say I was really upset. I'm not a poet so don't yell at me for it being suck. I really didn't have any title for this but.. oh well. I know it bounces around but it all conclude to one thing. Gomen for crossposting.
Title: Denial ( poem )
Author: Nana ( VelvtWhipLasher@icqmail.com )
Rate: PG
Categories: angst, language
I've always denied it but it looks like you are right.
You unfeeling bastard!
I tried to get away from you and you won't let me go.
You took away my sanity, purity, life, everything!
I want to kill you, strangle you, destroy you!
Why? You ruined everything!
You corrupt everything around you,
The world is a mess ever since you came along,
But no, everybody loves you, don't they?
They all deny it in the beginning but your dirty hands get to them eventually.
Are you satisfied with your performance?
What is this, an art?
You are getting to me, I can feel it.
You are all over me, touching me in my innermost spot.
I jerk away but you're way too strong.
Do you have any idea how many people cried and died because of you?
I'm not going to be your final victim am I?
I won't let you get to me.
I'll run, I'll run, I'll run!
I don't care what others say.
I won't ever surrender to you like others did.
You can't have me.
You won't have me.
What the hell is your problem?
I tried to start anew, but no! You won't let me.
I can see you smirking.
I don't need your help.
I'm young, I've got time, I've got dreams and promises to catch.
They'll keep me alive, not you asshole.
What were you thinking? You thought you could seduce me like that?
I'm not like all the other people in the world.
I was once able to live without you and I can do it again!
I'll ignore you, ignore you till my death!
Oh no, you won't trick me, not me!
This is the last time you are making me cry.
I'll prove to the world that I can live without licking your boots.
There! Watch me! Watch me suffer! Be the survivor!
See? See these red liquids?
They're the proof. When they all run out, that means I win.
It'll prove to the world that you are not everything in my life.
Yes, that's right, you lose.
The End
Nanashi: Comments? It would be nice.
NanashiNaNa
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