12-Aug-2000
Warning: Contains heavy sexual content. Gundam Wing and all its characters do not belong to me, I only "borrowed" them for a short while. This is my first fanfic, so please be gentle. If there are any typos, I apologize
It had been an exhausting but successful mission. Duo, for one, was glad it was over and couldn't wait to get back to the school that was Heero's and his current cover. It gave Duo some sorely needed sense of normalcy in his life. Once they had secured the Gundams safely away under Howard's tender care, the boys returned to the school ready to tackle missed classroom assignments and to file those always required "after mission" reports. Once back in their dorm room, they realized they were still too restless for homework and reports, they were still on an "adrenaline high" from the mission, so decided to burn off some of that energy with some basketball.
They were playing a game of one on one, Heero was ahead in points, as usual. Duo had possession of the ball and could tell from the look on Heero's face that he was about to employ one of his standard tactics, one that Duo was already well familiar with and ready for. Heero was going to steal the ball from Duo. But this time Duo decided he wasn't going to get away with it and held on to the ball as tightly as he could. The ensuing struggle caused them to trip over each other's feet and down they went, a tangle of bodies, arms and legs, with Duo on the bottom, Heero's face right in his. Looking into Heero's eyes, Duo acted on impulse, grabbed Heero by the neck and planted a big wet, sloppy kiss on his lips. Duo immediately realized his mistake, and feared for his life at the same time because Heero froze. Heero then punched Duo in the stomach, pushed himself off Duo and stormed off without a word, not even a "Hn".
Duo lay on the basketball court, balled up in pain, rocking back and forth. He started berating himself, mentally. "Geez, that was the stupidest, most idiotic, moronic, boneheaded, craziest thing you have ever done. Duo, you are the biggest fool that ever lived. How did you think he was going to react to that kiss . . . kiss back? Has he ever acted like he even wanted your friendship, much less your love? You are an even bigger baka than Heero takes you for. You deserved what you got, you should have told him first, now he thinks you're a pervert. If he only knew."
Heero walked aimlessly, still feeling the tingle of Duo's kiss on his lips and found that the tingle was spreading to the rest of his body. He was shocked at himself when he realized he did not find the sensation unpleasant. Duo's kiss had stirred up some very confusing feelings he thought he had successfully buried. Feelings the Deathscythe pilot had ignited in him when they first started working together and Heero had gotten to know him. At first he was simply fascinated by Duo's warm and friendly demeanor and laid back attitude, then even moreso when that same warm personality could kill the enemy with no qualms. That fascination turned into something else, something that really scared Heero . . he was having erotic dreams about Duo and they left him very confused and very angry with himself. Heero thought he had solved that problem by ignoring Duo or being really ugly and rude to him when he couldn't be ignored. But still, the dreams continued and Heero would catch himself watching Duo out of the corner of his eye. And that just made Heero more confused and angry. It was a vicious cycle.
Heero kept walking, hoping the cool evening breeze would help clear his brain over the confusion over the anger and elation he felt over Duo's kiss.
Duo walked, half doubled over, back to their dorm room. It was empty, Heero had not returned. "Good," Duo said to himself, "I don't think I could face him right now." Duo locked the door. "If he wants in, he has a key."
Duo felt tired and dirty, he needed a shower and a good night's sleep. He sat down on the edge of his bed and started to undress. First he took off his shoes and socks. Then came his shirt and pants, next was his t-shirt. Underneath the t-shirt was a "bandage," a thick padded one that covered his torso from just underneath the armpits to just above his hip bones. "Heero doesn't know his own strength." Duo thought. "That punch hurt like hell and that was through the thickest part of the padding." Duo started undoing the bandage and once it was removed, he started rubbing all the areas it had chafed. "This thing is getting way too tight. I need to get a bigger one." Duo then removed his briefs. They too were specially padded.
Duo looked into the full length mirror on the closet door, looked at the oh so familiar face that always looked back. The violet eyes, the turned up nose and the mouth that always curled up into a slight smile, hinting at a private joke. Duo took out the elastic from his braided hair, which fell to the small of his back when it was in the braid. he released the hair from the braid, making the hair fall to the bottom of his butt. He ran his fingers through his hair, pulling some of it over his shoulders and over two perfectly formed female breasts. A thatch of hair between the legs shielded what was a very definite female anatomy. Duo was a girl. She then removed the crucifix she always wore, the one fitted with a device that distorted the soundwaves of her voice, giving it a lower, more deep, more masculine sound.
As Duo gathered up what she needed for her shower, she thought about how she had been living a lie for most of her life. How she had been living as a boy. It started once she got to the L2 colony and had met Solo and the other boys. It had been Solo's idea, to protect her from molestation. He taught her how to act like a boy and how to be tough and survive. Once she got to the orphanage, Father Maxwell and Sister Helen thought it wise to keep up the charade. It was only when Duo and Sister Helen spent time alone together, that Sister Helen insisted Duo be herself, she would remind Duo that someday she would no longer have to pretend to be a boy so she should never forget what it was to be a girl. Later, when she was recruited by Dr. G, he told her to keep up the facade as he didn't think anyone would take a female "Shinigami" seriously and she was too good a pilot to give up because of her gender. Puberty had created a problem as it made it harder for her to maintain her male disguise, so Dr. G came up with the padding. It was only when she was by herself that she was allowed the luxury of their removal. They were hot, uncomfortable and they itched like hell. It was even worse now, as the top had become too tight due to a recent "growth spurt" to her breasts. Having her period was even worse, where to hide the "supplies" and how to dispose of them, couldn't just put them in the trashcan in the bathroom. And the looks she'd get when she had to go buy them.
Just as she was ready to step into the bathroom and start her shower, she heard a key in the lock, the door swung open and in stepped Heero. She had unconsciously turned toward the door and was caught offguard. There she stood in front of Heero in all her naked glory. Heero's eyes held a look of utter surprise (and something else - anger?). He stood there a few seconds, staring at Duo's nakedness, regained his composure and walked back out of the room, closing the door behind him. "I need to take another walk," he said to himself, "I don't think I can take any more surprises tonight."
Duo had taken a step toward Heero, wrapping a towel around her, opening her mouth to say something, when Heero had walked out. Duo's heart sank and tears started to well up in her eyes. "Stop that," she admonished herself, "You are not going to cry, you are stronger than that. You have known him long enough to expect a reaction like that from him." But deep in her heart, that old fear of abandonment once again reared its ugly head and she was afraid Heero would never have anything to do with her again. She wiped the tears from her face. "Come on Duo, you should be used to this by now, what doesn't kill you (or break your heart) will only make you stronger." But she knew she was only lying to herself. She entered the bathroom, turned on the light and started her shower.
Heero had walked out of the dorm and headed toward the steps of the library building. He sat down on the steps and noticed they faced the side of the dorm where the room that Duo and he shared was. He looked up to the windows of their room and saw the bathroom light flick on. He saw Duo's silhouette against the curtains then it turned out of sight.
The revelation that Duo was a girl was just now making its impact on Heero's brain. "Duo is a girl...a girl...A GIRL!" Now it was really starting to sink in. He didn't know whether to be pissed off at Duo, for not telling him, or at himself for not having figured it out. He realized all the little clues that pointed to Duo being a girl. Always seeing Duo fully clothed, Duo never allowing anyone in the bathroom when "he" was in there, Duo never using the public bathrooms at the school, Duo never taking a shower with the other boys after P. E. or a game. Heero started smiling to himself. "Why are you sitting here trying to figure things out when you should be up in that room working things out, baka?"
"He's a Girl!," Heero shouted, getting some very strange looks from passers by, and started running as fast as he could back to the room, and Duo.
Duo was standing in the shower, waiting to rinse the conditioner out of her hair. She pressed her cheek against the tile, feeling its soothing coolness against her skin. "I never should have kissed him, I never should have done it, now I have screwed up everything." She ducked her head under the water and starting rinsing her hair. Just as she was about sure she had all the conditioner rinsed out, she thought she felt a draft. She wiped the water from her eyes and opened them . . . then gasped . . .Heero was standing there in the shower with her. In his deep blue eyes was a look of hunger, desire and need. "I'm sorry," he whispered.
He held out his arms to her and she hesitantly took a step toward him. He grabbed her and pulled her to him, holding her tight. He then lowered his face to hers, covered her mouth with his and started a long, deep, slow, sweet kiss. "I must already be asleep." Duo thought to herself. "This can't REALLY be happening, can it?"
Duo felt Heero's kiss get deeper and more passionate. "She tastes so good." thought Heero. "Like cherries." As he kissed her, he held her with one hand while the other traveled over her body, looking for the places that would most respond to his touch, which turned out to be anywhere his hand was. He released her from his kiss and started nibbling her ears and neck, she sighed. He caressed her breasts and nipples with his hands, she moaned. He lowered his head to one nipple, continuing to caress the other with his fingers, and took it into his mouth and started licking and kissing and sucking, she groaned. Little shivers went up and down Duo's spine and she liked the feeling, wanted more. Heero whispered in a low growl, "Let's get out of here and into my bed."
Heero led Duo out of the shower and they quickly dried off, then they madet their way to Heero's bed. Heero lowered Duo onto it then lay down beside her, starting the seduction all over again. He started kissing and caressing her all over. Duo took Heero's cue and started kissing, caressing and nibbling him all over, and found that he,too, responded to her every touch and caress.
Heero put his hand between Duo's legs and started stroking her there, rubbing her clitoris and finding the opening to her vagina, she got hot and wet very quick. Duo returned the sensation when she gently took hold of Heero's swollen penis and started stroking, first with her hand and then with her hair. That drove him crazy. He was so engorged it took all his concentration not to come right then and there, but he endured, for Duo's sake. He wanted to make love to her but he wanted to make sure her body was ready for him.
"Have you ever done this before?" he asked. "No, I've been a 'boy', remember? I could never allow myself the luxury of being myself - until tonight." she answered. "Then you don't know what to expect?" he asked. "No, not really," she replied. "When I enter you, there will be some pain, but it will pass quickly." he assured her. "The pain will give way to pleasure, I promise." Heero kissed her hard on the mouth, hoping the kiss would distract her from the pain. "Oh-h-h-h-h," Duo moaned underneath Heero's kiss as he penetrated her. "I promise, after the pain will be more pleasure than you have ever imagined," he whispered softly.
Heero started moving in a slow, steady rhythm, in and out, in and out, wanting her to get used to the sensation, first. Duo tensed a little. "Relax," he told her, "Just let yourself feel it and enjoy it." Heero took Duo's legs and wrapped them around him, lifting her a little so he could enter her more deeply. She started responding to his body and moved to his rhythm, sending little shock waves of pleasure all through Heero. He planted little kisses on her forehead and cheeks and nibbled her ears and neck and made little nips on the end of her nose. Duo started rubbing and stroking Heero's back and chest and in turn kissed and nibbled and nipped him all over his body. In doing so, she found out one of Heero's greatest secrets - he was ticklish. "Stop," he laughed, "You're going to make me lose it right here and now."
Heero started licking and kissing Duo's nipples again, teasing them to tight little points. "You have a beautiful body," he told her. "So do you." she replied, pinching him on the butt. "Ow," he growled, "Just for that I'm going to have to kiss and lick your neck until you cry 'uncle'." He started licking and kissing her neck and she started to giggle and squirm. The squirming made him penetrate her even more deeply and they both almost came then. But Heero backed off a little as he wanted this first time with Duo to last a little longer. Duo's passion was growing stronger and stronger. A sensation like she had never felt started growing between her legs, she knew she was getting ready to climax soon. She initiated a kiss this time and it was so strong, so deep, Heero thought for sure Duo was going to suck the teeth right out of his mouth, which only intensified his passion. Heero felt his orgasm build and he could tell from Duo's reactions that she was getting ready to come, so he increased his momentum, faster and faster, harder and harder, his strokes going deeper and deeper inside Duo. Duo started coming and let out a low moan just as Heero covered her mouth with another kiss, she had never experienced anything in her life that felt as good and wonderful as this. Heero, too, started climaxing and they both orgasmed together in an explosion of feelings they couldn't describe. Exhausted, they lay together, Heero gathering Duo up in his arms, both catching their breath. They lay there for a few minutes, just holding each other and looking into one another's eyes. Heero was quite pleased with himself that he had helped Duo achieve orgasm her first time making love.
"Making love, that's exactly what that was," Heero thought. For the first time in his life he understood what being happy was.
"I've never felt this way with anyone before," he told her. "Does it always feel this good?" Duo asked.
"No," Heero replied. "It gets better." And he started making love to her all over again.
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