April 2000
Standard Disclaimers... Warning: yaoi, lemon
“Mmmh.”
I always liked the way warm water splashed onto my knotted muscles, slowly easing out the stress of the day. I could feel the burden in my chest heaved away. One learnt to appreciate the small grants and peace in life.
The gentle splatter on my shoulders turned into teasing rivulets, that slid gently across my back, and down towards my limb and left off onto the floor and slithered into the dark. It was the time of shower where I would just close my eyes and think about a certain presence of someone so dear to me. His kisses, and suckles on my shoulders and his touches running up and down my back.
And I would arch up. And dream my dreams, in the steaming clouds and the ponderous silence. Only the splashes and my breathing.
But my beloved would not be near. Would not be able to soothe my longing. I sighed. He had been away to another base for three weeks now, and I missed him badly I would think I had gone crazy.
My mind went to the raven haired boy, with equally dark eyes, and a distant air, a perfect soldier as they called him. Barely in the mid of his teenage years, but his air, severe. The look in his eyes, could kill, could destroy. Just like his fingers on the ‘self-destruct´ button.
What do you cherish, boy?
I was tempted to ask.
But then the five gundam pilots.. they are detached, severe, silent, in their own way. Even that seemingly noisy ‘braided baka´. Deep down inside.. I shivered against the thought of their training. How must they have gone through so much in their short life.
Heero Yuy.
Yes, that´s his name. He had this… most surreal seduction in his persistence. I yearned more for our meeting again. An obsession? Yearned for more time. Spent together.
Treize… had I not been loyal to you?
I was too deep in my thoughts that I didn´t even notice the door opened, and didn´t notice a fleeting touch fluttered across my back, until, a blow of warm breath tickled the middle of my back, sending tingles straight up into my brain, rousing every hidden passion and accumulated longings I could ever have.
“Zechs, beloved.”
I tensed up a bit, before melting into his arms, feeling my knees gave way, as all desires rushed, exploded like the massive torrents of desiring.
“You came back early, koishii.” I whispered.
“Released early. And for you.”
I laughed softly, turning slowly to face him, to drink fully of his visage. Of his micro-smiles, “Flattering.” I tweaked his nose, “Heero-koi”
His dark eyes twinkled in amazement.
I trailed one damp hand across his cheeks, and hair, now damp, as he mingled with me in the shower. “You look nice, koishii, in your uniform, but better without.”
He nodded, as he stripped himself of his Preventer´s uniform, and it plopped softly onto the floor, as water splashed on our bare skin, and dampened the clothes even more.
“How´s this?” he asked, as he claimed me.
“Very good.” I started to trace my fingers across his throbbing member, feeling it slowly met its wake. I kissed it and looked up to him, “Want to fill me with your… mission details?”
He looked at me, before a mischievous half grin graced his face, something he would never show anyone else, “I hope Une gives me more missions, if..”
“Your report involves…”
“Ninmu Ryoukai. Turn around Zechs.”
And I did. I wanted to just know what his latest conquest would be.
I propped myself to the shower wall, as he turned the shower to cold, and I jolted a bit as the water hit my heated body.
“It was as rainy as this Zechs, so cold.”
And he started tracing his hands down the valley across the spinal cord, “We flew over this strip of river, following it, down..”
His hands trailed down, further down, until he almost reached the cleft of my arse cheeks. “But the rain blinded us that we dispersed and took the wrong turn.”
His hands parted and traced their way back up across my shoulders, and around my ribcage, and ended up at my front. “We then found ourselves, meeting one another again, on an open field,”
His hands came from both left and right, and traveled about my abdomen, teasing slightly, and up to my slowly erect nipples, “And a few enemy jets found us and surrounded us, it grew in numbers,”
He rubbed my chest hard, harder, and harder, building the tense, “And I contemplated on my self-destruct button” he took both of my nipples and rolled them between his fingers.
“I put the button between my fingers, and pondered on using them, touching them often, rolled them between my fingers, there are times when I half pushed them,” and he pinched them hard, and I hissed.
“But then we manage to overtook them, and blasted them off.” He paused. “Boom” he whispered seductively, as he pinched them hard. I hissed.
“And we tried to navigate our way back to our destination. To the strip of river we once started.”
His hands made their way back in slower swirls almost leisurely to my back, leaving me still gasping, fighting for breath, and fighting for a grip with reality, not to fall into the enticing softness of desire.
“Do you know why I would not self-destruct?” He asked, but without giving time for me, “Because I love you, Zechs. I want to come back to you.”
“Heero…” and his hands found their way to my spinal cord and began tracing at them again.
The drips of the cold water now subsided, no longer irritate me as my body began to heat up, and tense up. My ears began to buzz and zinged with anticipation, and the mechanical drips started their trill of fantasy in me.
“So, we traced our way down again, sometimes swaying, not so following the stream,” His hand moved from side to side, traced every part of my back…
“And then found the waterfall, that was somehow concealed between two mountains.”
He suddenly plunged his way in between my arse cheeks, one, two, three.. and four, and five… symbolising the number of the company he went with.
“And true to the information, there´s a secret passage as you pass through the waterfall.”
He circled my opening, not really entering it, I cried for him, to stop it, to just “Do it! Heero!”
He suddenly replaced his fingers with his manhood, “And so, Zechs.. we entered it in full speed, feeling the water splashed hard on our machines,”
And he slammed into me, making me arch back in elation,
I screamed, much in passion, much in delight, much in the ecstatic pain no one could ever, ever take away.
“Yes, scream Zechs.. like they do when they found us infiltrating. And we searched high and low for the secret weapon.”
His erection moved inside out of me, up and down, pressing and releasing,
faster still…
“Until we found the place, and shot it down to the pieces, make the whole place crumble”
And I could feel his load filling me, and spilling,
“And..”
“Ninmu Kanryou..”
He whispered, as he felt me spasmed and started to relieve myself, as my own sprayed in abandon.
“Ninmu Kanryou…”
I whispered.
“That is detailed, Heero-koishii. Now if we can clean ourselves again.. before.. going to bed?”
**
Shower was an eventful thing, soothing under the soapy scent and the warmth. I think my skin wrinkled much under the long exposure of the water.
Heero was now sleeping soundly, his soft snore, purred into the air, and a smile appeared unbidding on my lips. I manage to coax him to sleep as I promised to type up the general overview of his reports.
So, I sat there, in front of the laptop, with a single table lamp illuminating the small area, and the bluish light emanated by the screen,
I chuckled, of course not the steamy part of it… but… ah…
As I delved myself in his report and listened to the constant clicking of buttons, my thoughts flew back to Treize. Remembered the days when I used to coax him out of his late hours, and tried to get him to bed, and sat on his desk and finished off his work as he laid himself off to sleep on the couch in the cold office.
Then I looked down at my water-wrinkled hands, and my thoughts replayed the days I used to tease Treize as he spent too long in the tub..
Treize..
I missed him so much. But he´s no longer here. No longer here beside me.
Treize.
Why do you have to leave me alone?
But anyway, maybe its my fault..
A tear rolled down without my permission. My frame shook… I almost fell into a stupor when I felt a finger crossed my frame and pressed the [save] button on the keyboard, and a warm blanket draped across me.
I looked up and found his eyes, looking down at me, his black eyes like the darkest night, but warm..
“Treize, again?”
I nodded involuntarily.
“He´ll understand, Zechs. Just as Duo understood my choice. If he loved you, he´ll understand your choice. You taught me that, remember?”
This is the side of Heero I always awed. I nodded. I had forgotten something that I said to him once.
“Treize would be happy for you, if you are.”
“Thanks.” I whispered as I reached up and drew his head down, claiming his lips onto mine. “I think the report can wait, Heero.”
Still in a liplock, I switched off the lone source of light in the room, and the moon casted silver and gold from the window, and the cloud moved lazily creating kaleidoscope that illuminates and darkens alternately..
Its time to look forward, Heero.
It was me who said that, more than a year ago.
And now I began to realise I needed it more than anything.
Its time to look forward, for me too.
Aishiteru, Heero.
No more typing tonight.
<>< JejeFish