I didn't understand what was happening to me at first. You were such an annoying person. You followed me, showing me that you're really worried about me. Like you really cared.
I didn't believe you. I thought you were just being as curious as a person could be faced with another person from a different world. How could I believe that you really cared? I was not worth of it....
In the silhouette of your face
I find love and life
that long I have searched hopelessly
in the past
I couldn't kill you no matter how much I wanted.
Or did I really want to?
I didn't know... and I still don't know. I'd probably never be able to kill you, giving you're too important to die. I can't let the peace that we've been trying to maintain, the peace we gained with the sacrifices of the people we... love... wiped off by a sudden impulse.
Or maybe you're too important for me to die?
You come to me
you offer me your innocent heart
I couldn't understand you back then. How could you be there with a monster like me? How could you offer your heart and your warmth, to the boy who had so much blood in his hands, the blood of the people he killed?
Why did you always try to save me from the darkness in me? Did you think that I could have been better? Could have been different?
Always try to understand
the plea in me
Did you really know what I wanted?
You play for me a song
about a kingdom in the clouds
where Peace become its palace
I didn't understand the way you think at first. You ideas were something new for me. I was never be trained for that. I was a soldier. I was born as one and I lived as one.
And now you are bringing me... there...
But to think of what I would have become without you...
Truly your heart
is full of the language of love
that is shown clearly
Today I am here, ready to escort you. Your brother is not here to do this, his mission in Mars is not over yet. Both of your fathers has left you years ago.
This is a mission I will take over, gladly.
You look pretty in that white wedding gown. Your smile is as bright as the sun out there. Happiness is clearly shown in your eyes.
You take my hand, and I smile.
Let me escort you, to meet your soon to be husband in front of the altar, for you two to have your vow to be together, forever.
I'll stay behind you to watch your happiness, and have mine in my hands.
In happiness and sorrow....
End of Kingdom In The Clouds
Note:
"Negeri di Awan" by Katon Bagaskara
Hime D.
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